minhui

2011-03-19T22:26:00.007+08:00

Whee before I start I shall warn: don't get your hopes up, I'm not going to revive this already dead blog.

Hello world. This shall be the last official post on my pretty little blog - I still love it, but I don't feel like continuing with the narration of my life to the world. I guess keeping a blog is a way of leaving more than a statistic when I leave this world/earth, but it feels like I'm exposing too much about myself. Besides, I only ever write about mundane matters or rant about people or events that displeased me.

I love typing, I really do. It's easier on my fingers than writing, and much faster too. Paper can get wet or torn and is easily destroyed, but it's nearly impossible to erase whatever is typed and uploaded/made available on the net. But I don't want to type from a biased point of view. I'd much rather type out a fantasy than my life story (at the moment, at least). Typing can be so hurtful sometimes, too, because it's in black and white afterall (figuratively speaking), and can easily be misinterpreted. There's no tone, and the lines can be inferred from wrongly or interpreted to be sarcastic. Typing can get out of hand, and become rants. It's so easy- too easy, to type, that we misuse this... privilege (or so to speak). Perhaps the chinese passage I read just now makes more sense then I gave it credit for- a few well-said words that make and impact show one's cultures upbringing. Quantity VS quality all over again.

Wow. If you read that last paragraph, I really have to admire your patience and support. I was pondering/reflecting on technology, in a way, but not in general, so it's actually pretty biased. A heated debate with someone on MSN spoilt my mood altogether. I was reading, but suddenly lost interest in the story; I went to an anime site, but nothing interested me. I am disturbed, perhaps more so because the other party believes that I am the one at fault too. It all started with simple typing and got out of hand. I did what I've taken to doing - blocked that person for the sake of my own sanity.

I shall not be draggy. I'm reasonably happy with my life now, even though I'm positive it's not better than it was four years ago when I first started this blog. I've sort of found my way in life, and have decided on an aspiration - speech therapy/speech and language pathology. I love my play-time, slack-time, snack-time and sleep-time, and am as averse to sitting down properly and doing work/studying as I was a long time ago - perhaps even more.

I don't think I've changed much at all! In a hundred and thirty-six posts (this being the 136th), I have literally told all there is to tell, and more, of my secondary school life. At the end of the blog, I am just a nearly-sixteen year old girl, typing about herself, her views, thoughts and feelings, while trying to find herself, her way in life. I'm not sure if I've found anything, but I still love this blog to bits. Sometimes, you have to give up what you love, exactly because you love it for what it is/was.

Stars (burning rocks all over the universe) and snow (hardened water, softened ice), placed together by a little girl who didn't know any better. Four years of school, home and life, countless hours of computer usage, the blog that hasn't disappeared and the person that still loves to type.

I'm still me, myself and I, but snowy-stars will be no more - if you believed them to exist in the first place, of course.

Until then, みんなさん, さようなら！:')

2010-04-11T15:42:00.005+08:00

hello world. dear blog, i hope u didnt forget me.

vanessa, u shld feel honoured =)

i've been reflecting alot on myself, what i've done and what i havent, what i should have done and what i shouldnt. i've caused alot of trouble for the pple arnd me, n i've been unreasonable, spoilt, childish, immature, and super uber annoying at tyms. u kno, smtyms i wonder what i've been doing with my life all this tym...

many things cant be put into words, nor into pictures. things that hav happened are past, and althou we remember them, others might not want to. i've taken many things for granted, and hurt alot of pple in the process, n i regret, but its always far too late.

if u wna know abt my trip to perth 3-4 wks ago, tell me, cuz i typed a journal nearly evryday on ms word. i can send the doc 2 u, u might find it interesting. i'll post the pictures someday if i ever feel lyk it. XD

sch's been hectic, life's been slow, time's been fast, hmk's been accumalating. i gav up on hmk cuz the comp was waiting 4 me. but time will pass quickly and i'll havta rush it tonight. bleach, here i come.

NP AP '10 is in SIX DAYS! =)

2010-01-01T23:01:00.002+08:00

hey ^^ just realised dat i shld post mre, cuz sme things r meant to be shared. if u read diz b4 u read my lj, dont bother, im just gna copy n paste evrything frm diz para on thre. XD

grand fantasia is addictive =( very. i needa start doing the hol hmk alr, sch starts in...3DAYS!!

the holidays just flew past, n *poof* goes my plans of starting 2 prepare for sec 3 early. i havent even finished (barely started, actually) on the holiday hmk, dont even mention start preparing for the tests dat r gna come very soon, or those dat wont be coming so soon. in other words, i've wasted these holidays away. but only academmic wise. i've spent quite some tym with my family =) & i've read a few gd bks, learnt a few new things (lyk dragonflies eat mosquitoes!! XD) and figured out all this n plaed a few games n watched a few anime, so it was quite well-spent, having fun-wise. ^^

anw i decided dat before the first day of the yr comes to an end, i mustmustMUST make and set down in black and white, some resolutions. btw, i've repeated diz quite amusing routine for a few yrs, but i've nvr really followed thru n did what i resolved to, but oh well. XD

i resolve to, in the yr 2010:
- be a better daughter, sister, & fren, as far and as well as i can =)
- play less comp games n watch less anime n spend mre tym on my studies
- do the assessment bks i (actually my parents paid for them) bought (they R pretty expensive)
- grow up abit... more, physically (height n nt weight!!), mentally (mre mature in thinking?) n emotionally (stop wanting 2 cry all the tym, cuz it feels horrible)
*love more, both living n non-living things, n objets n thoughts alike. XD

*hugs evryone* Happy New Year! May 2010 be a fruitful & productie year for u, and as wonderful as i hope mine will be! ^^

<3

2009-11-28T14:21:00.003+08:00

i havent posted for nearly a month! sry, my poor blog =)

i've nth much 2 post still, thou. juz very, very bored. facebk games, then grand fantasia, then anime, then grand fantasia again. cuz the closed beta is ending soon! =( fma, gakuen heaven, honey n clover, fma: brotherhood. gakuen heaven reminds me of ouran, except dat the main char is a boy, among other boys. bt omi n kaoru hav very nice eyes! XD

dun wanna think too much abt nxt yr, abt the futue, nt yet. let's juz enjoy the holidays first, dun wry so much n waste it all awae =)

c2 shall try nt 2 kill me, cuz i think i lyk it alot. oh wells.

このブロッグは本当に大好き！

<3

2009-11-01T18:16:00.003+08:00

i've been posting on my lj but nt here, which i just realised is quite unfair, seeing hw this blog was created first n i dont hav the heart to delete it. im very confused now, because i cant decide what i wan 2 take nxt yr. what subjects, i mean. but yet there r so few choices, thre doesnt seem to be much i can choose from anyway. couldnt they hav just told me what i should take... cuz i'd prob juz put dat. deciding betw c1b, c2 n c3. which one shld be first? =(

my overall % this yr: 66.7%. oh i realise they didnt include jap at all. so jap didnt affect my overall marks. all the better i didnt quit.here goes:
English: 76 (A1)
Higher Chi: 57 (C5)
Japanese: 41 (E8)
Mathematics: 63 (B4)
Science: 65 (B3)
Geography: 67 (B3)
History: 68 (B3)
E. Literature: 65 (B3)
Art: 65 (B3)
Home Econs: 76 (A1)
CME: B
Music: A
P.E: B
A.C.C.: B3
Projwork: A
Conduct: Very Good.

since they didnt offer me triple sci or human(itie)s, i dont think i should appeal. appeal = write a letter to the principal saying y i deserve to study those subjects. but if they didnt offer it to me, they hav a reason rite? because my grades suck, because i wont be able to cope. so i shant appeal. so what on earth should i apply to take then!?

kayaking ytd was fine. quite fun actually. before lunch anw. it wasnt as bad as it could hav been, n was definitely mre fun & enjoyable than the previous wk's. I didnt even need to get in2 the water at all! XD but they shld hav let us wash n carry the kayaks back 2 the racks b4 lunch, so dat thre wouldnt be too many pple crowding arnd dat small washing area at the end of the session. i ache all over, n i've an uneven sun-tan! =(

i've decided! n i'll try not to change my mind anymre, althou i've prob changed my mind evry few hrs within the past few days.
1st option: C2 (Chem + Physics + E.Lit + SS-Geog)
2nd option: C3 (Chem + Physics + E.Lit + SS-E.Lit)
3rd option: C1b (Chem + Bio + E.Lit + SS-Hist)
giv me some comments / suggestion / encouragement? seriously very confused nw, cuz i dun ever wanna regret my choices, but yet im afraid i'll change my mind once i've submitted. im the kind of person who'd make a choice n stick to it. once i've submitted my options, i wont change my mind. i'll follow it thru even if it kills me. >,<

shixshixshix hav i ever saed hw unlucky i am!? ok nvrmind i've decided not to elaborate. its nt the kind of thing evryone shld kno. besides, i'll take it in my stride =)

ohh n the 3rd class retest is nxt wk!~ this coming wk actually. althou im nt sure what day what tym. hehe i shant sae hw horribly n terribly un-prepared i am. i hope i can pass diz tym... seriously, i hate tests. esp np ones.

ohohohhh im in souvenir comm again for the sec 1 orientation / cca fair! =) ok actually i dunno what to think of it. i'd rather be in campfire or gadgets, cuz i've nvr been in those. (althou last yr i think i wen 2 soak rags in kerosene, which smells awful) but the souvenir comm pple r quite fun =) quite interesting too. hahaas we're quite creative ok! we came up with manymany gd ideas (well gd to me, anw), which r difficult to make but yet look easy XD i lyk the dice one n the pinwheel one esp. the theme is quite fun 2 work with =)

double double toil & trouble, fire burn & cauldron bubble. brews erupt cascades of fire, leaves brown & flowers wither. (it does kind of flow... XD)

<3

2009-10-03T20:45:00.003+08:00

the essay i wrote for the eng prac (sch hmk), posting juz for the sake of it. =)

Since she was young, Anastasia had never gotten along well with others. Her parents, both well-known professors who earned a lot of money, often travelled overseas to give lectures and seldom spent time with her when she was young.

Anastasia hated interaction with others. Everything in her life had been arranged for her since she was born, with nannies at hand to pacify her when she was an infant and domestic helpers to bring her snacks regularly, do her laundry, and clean up after her as she grew up. Anastasia found talking to others a waste of her time. From kindergarten to secondary school, Anastasia had private tutors who would give her lessons in her own home every day. Being an only child, Anastasia was very lonely, but her busy parents had no idea of her emotional needs. As such, Anastasia never had the chance to experience the real joy of family relations or the beauty of friendship.

The domestic helpers in the house once tried to befriend Anastasia. However, those who sincerely wanted to forge friendships with her soon left the household, not being able to put up with her arrogant and demanding nature. Those who tried to befriend her in the hope of a pay rise soon realised that they had bitten off more than they could chew, and soon left the household too. Anastasia's parents were too preoccupied to care much about the sudden departure of domestic helpers and simply hired more to replace those who had left.

Needless to say, Anastasia passed her GCE O' Level Examinations with ease due to her excellent tutors, and soon entered an elite junior college. She never paid much attention to her name or what others called her, but she was emotionally scarred when her name became the source of many hurtful jokes. For the first time, she felt ashamed to be named after a famous historical princess. Teased and bullied by her classmates in an unfamiliar environment, Anastasia simply failed to adapt.

Each day in school was pure torture for Anastasia. Her lack of communication skills caused her to be ostracised, and before long her parents started noticing that something was wrong with her. Anastasia starved herself and made dozens of slits on her wrists. She loved feeling the cool blade slicing through her skin, the wonderful feeling of warm blood trailing down her arms. The ecstasy of this self-mutilation was just indescribable. Part of her knew that she would never be accepted by the social circles in school.

Anastasia's parents realised that they had failed to give Anastasia a proper upbringing only when her concerned teachers started contacting them. Ostracised and friendless, Anastasia became more reserved than ever. The once plump and healthy girl was now nothing more than skin and bones, her eyes bloodshot and her cheekbones sallow.

Anastasia's parents tried everything from having heart-to-heart talks with them to sending her for counselling sessions by the most expensive psychologist available, but to no avail. Anastasia seemed to have given up on herself altogether, only doing life dictated she does, sometimes simply doing nothing at all.

The mid-year examinations came and went, and Anastasia failed every single subject. Her parents had no choice but to enrol her in a neighbourhood junior college instead, where they could only pray that she would do better, both emotionally and academically.

The neighbourhood junior college was filled with delinquent-like students and transfer students so Anastasia did not stand out much. However, the sight of her guide took her breath away. You could say that it was love at first sight.

As Anastasia got to know Jared better, she realised that they seemed to be from two different worlds. Jared had a humble upbringing and was academically-weak, and was everything she was not. Unlike Anastasia, Jared was kind, patient, and popular. He was friendly to everyone, while his cute boyish face and messy hair cropped painfully short won him the hearts of many female students.

Jared helped Anastasia adapt to life in the junior college, and constantly encouraged her to forge more friendships. He cared about her physical and emotional state more than anyone else ever did, and the two of them soon developed a special bond.

Before long, Anastasia became a lively and confident girl who was everyone's friend. On fourteenth February, when Anastasia was in her second year of junior college, Jared decided to bring their relationship to another level. After school, he pulled her to a deserted corner and brought his lips to meet hers. When the two of them finally ended their embrace, Jared took a deep breath and cheekily suggested, " What do you say about going over to you house to ask your parents to officially recognise me as your boyfriend?"

"They'll never believe this," was the first thought in her head. Anastasia laid her head on Jared's shoulder, intoxicated by the thought of having a real relationship with him.

THE END

kies dat's all. i kno it's very fairy-tale lyk, but it was a sudden inspired thing, so pls comment? =)

im so gna screw the EOYs. i juz cant do it. it = study n pass.

<3

2009-09-04T22:17:00.003+08:00

i muz studyyy!! kies after diz post i shall be on a hiatus... shant be tempted 2 crap here till after the EOYs r over. i hope i can do it =)

havent posted 4 awhile, but im too lazy to type abt evry single thing dat's been happening in diz crazy whirlwind of events i call my life. so here's my today.

lit ct was harddd. what kind of paper was dat la! the passage was really very hard 2 write abt cuz they kip repeating the sme few points n thre's very lil' 2 quote!

chi was ok la. tang lao shi juz wen thru the ws for the chap, dat alotalot of ques i didnt kno hw 2 do. it was pretty boring =X

eng had summary tst 2dae. i juz suck at summary. so far i think summary is the only eng topic i've ever failed. im nt implying dat my eng is gd, it sucks. its juz dat i can FAIL summary, n very badly at dat too. i didnt really get the question, n i spent a really long tym on it. at first i wrote too much, then i started cutting out whole sentences, till i had really few. >,<

sci mr leow juz wen thru the latest physics test (24 / 30), then sme pple pestered him to show us the ppt he showed justice n unity too. it was quite interesting, as in hw he's dne do many different things n end up being a physics teacher in an all-girls sec sch. he used to work on the telecommunications system in the navy n others, n has alot of degrees, n travelled to many countries for his job. but he became a teacher because of the commitments he has 2 his family. jaclyn saes he lyks children / teens / adolescents. i think its quite sweet. XD

math was -usual-. teacher writes on board, goes thru evrything really quickly. i still dun really get set language. but i dun think its tested in the EOYs anyway. she revealed her psle, o' lvl n a' lvl marks 2dae. she looks the studious type, but i dun think she was a very bright / exceptional student. =X no offence meant.

cca 2dae was =l i dunno aso wor. pt was quite ok, except dat i really cant do sit-ups by myself. my physical condition is really, really bad =) havent exercised properly for ages ( by myself at hme anyway), n been stuffing myself too often. i gained lyk 2kg within the past few mnths, n im growing too fat! >,<>

i will start being a better student frm nw on =) will try anyway. study hard, slp early, be less weird, stop asking pple if they missed me / to miss me. but we all need a lil' mre love >,<>

chatting with jiejie ytd on my hp was really gd. i felt much happier n what we chatted abt really gt me thinking. the conversation was super expensive in terms of credit thou. in real money was prob much less. talking lyk hearing her voice over the phne is very diff frm skyping or juz type-chatting. the rest is secret =)

marshmallows melting, does it hurt the fluffs?

<3

2009-08-31T15:39:00.003+08:00

let's hear abt my 2dae. no 'lessons' till abt 8,45am? but after dat the teachers started coming in we aso didnt really pay attention la hehe.

teachers' day celebrations were quite interesting. the performance in the hall was pretty amusing, with all the commercials resembling those on tv XD but the teachers de songs de lyrics so easy de! >,<

lit was quite interesting. ms ng saed: 'i refuse to teach because its my dae'. so we watched the first part of the movie 'dead poet(ry?) society'. but watched too little so didnt really understand. acc was -boring-. juz boring. i wish she'd let us watch howl's moving castle again. i kno the wen shi test is coming but going thru hong lou meng again n again is juz so sian. one hr of hong lou meng. gosh. stark contrast in the quietness of the class during lit n acc. eng n chi lit has such a huge diff on us students huh.

art luckilyluckilyluckily ms lin saes we hav one mre lesson 2 continue the work! i havent even painted half the backgrnd! n no, i havent started on the foregrnd either. im juz so hopeless at art, n i work so slowly! started raining so heavily after sch.

so many students prepared presents for their teachers. so many students came bac 2 sae hie n hw r u n wish their beloved teachers a happy teachers' day. im nt one of them. i probably nvr will be. i still havent found a teacher in st nicks whom i think has helped me grow mentally n spiritually. i didnt go bac 2 PL either, cuz the teachers hav probably forgotten me, n i've mre or less forgotten them alr. i try to ying shui si yuan, but wen they havent provided me with even a mouthful of water, what am i supposed 2 rmb abt them?

i only rmb 4 teachers frm PL: ms cheong, mrs kwek, chen lao shi, n hong lao shi. i rmb ms cheong being quite funny n alwaes talking abt her neice, mrs kwek being so supportive of me even thou my grades kept dropping, chen lao shi being very strict, but yet helping my chi grades improve so much, n hong lao shi, who was so concerned wen i was.. well u dun needa kno. she was juz really nice abt it. but i doubt any of them even kno diz one girl who was juz one out of the many students who added on to their burdens. i doubt any of them kno hw they've inspired me 2 become a better person =) oh yea n ms siew, who i still dun really lyk cuz of what she did n what she didnt, but i rmb her cuz of dat. i rmb lying alot 2 her too. =(

its a gd thing 2moro no 3rd lang. cuz the last min person typing diz nw has absolutely no tym management skills n hasnt studied ting xie or dne her hme ec proj, both of which r either due or tested on wed. n if thre's sch 2moro thre'll be jap too, so i wun hav tym 2 study or rush the proj, which will mean slping late again. which sucks.

gna post on my other blog nw! blogging has become so addictive once again.

evry culture has at least one aspect which smone would fine inhumane. but arent we all humans?

<3

2009-08-28T21:39:00.003+08:00

i've created a new blog =) but i still lurv diz one most. btw, i hav alot of blogs. if u even wanna bother 2 find them XD

despite all the smiley stuff, im actually nt dat high nw. im nt in a gd mood. im half-asleep n really exhausted, both physically n mentally. evrytym after pt i feel so fat >,<
was cramping on n off the whole dae, headache, splitting smtyms. koped a panadol frm venetia, hoping it'd act as a painkiller, but it didnt really help =X i hate doing sit-ups n berpis (or hwever u spell it) wen im cramping, or wen my tummy is bloated with water. n i kip shaking during drills! at least i didnt fall out again.

physics test was bad, eng was juz as bad, or maybe even worse. for me only, it seems. evryone was in a pretty high mood, n we asked evry single teacher dat entered our class after recess to 4get abt lessons n let us hav free period. but none of the teachers were so kind as to oblige. but what do u expect, teaching's their job, n the eoys r juz a few mre wks awae! i lyk physics nw =) i rmb papa teaching me abt the diff coloured wires n voltmeter n stuff b4. i've alwaes been interested in these kind of components, i guess. but the pic of the elctrocuted man was a tad too disturbing. the guy was blackish- literally fried, n pple could laugh n ask y thre wasnt any blood!? the new math teacher, trainee or whatever, ms tan, is quite poor thing. cuz nobody really listens 2 her lessons. i mean, what do u expect frm a class of 40 on a fridae, on the last few periods of sch b4 the sch wk oficially ends? besides, she's goes way too fast, so its lyk she's juz writing all the ans on the board n we juz copy. her explaining isnt dat bad if u actually catch up thou. i think.

zoey has a very nice voice =) she can sing really well, n its nt juz sweet songs. her drawings r aso realliereallie, super cute! althou venetia saes thre arent noses on her drawings. >,<

oh, if i gav u the url for my other blog, be honoured ok ^^ jkjk. i dun think i'll be posting on dat blog 2dae afterall. gne slp alr. so darn tired.

tym n tide wait for no man. but men may wait for the tym to pass n the tide to come?

<3

2009-08-27T15:58:00.002+08:00

seeing as hw vanessa saes dat posting lyk the previous post makes me sound pessiimistic, its a gd thing i havent been posting 4 the past few days i guess. =)

but i do prefer posting lyk dat, cuz its much mre interesting, dun u find? i do try 2 tke care nt 2 offend anyone thou.

anywae, on tues i was reminising(or hwever u spell it), n i realised dat i actually think i can understand y sme pple slit their risks. i think teenage girls hav the highest possibility of doing so at least one in their lifetyms. because pain can provide a temporary relief of all their troubles. but pain cant remove burdens, n hurting urself wun solve problems. i've seen the marks on the inner forearms of pple who've scratched themselves on purpose. i dun believe i ever wanna try.

my dad saed it last nite too. life is all abt grabbing opportunities. maybe. but what if u dunno what u're looking for? what if to u life is bleak n even if the 'opportunity' comes along u arent aware of it? n if u miss dat chance it's too late to regret? what kind of lousy logic is dat!?

isnt my life supposed 2 be my own? y izzit dat nobody has absolute control over what's supposed 2 be their own, life? y r thre so many restrictions, so many rules, so many regulations we havta abide by? y muz we make so many choices we find unneccessary, do so many things we find redundant, n sae so many things we find useless. note the plural forms, i dun think im the only one who feels dat wae.

im asleep on my feet. nt literally, or my head'd hav a big dent, but uhm figuratively. my reallie tired but yet im still awake. my dad saes chi is gne be mre important than eng one dae, soon. i believe him, but i cant imagine dat as a possibility. either wae, im gne hav 2 buck up 4 chi if i wanna tke hcl nxt yr. so dun wanna drop it. wasted quite a few hrs ytd doing teachers dae card drafts 4 np. as in, i side-trekked quite alot, find music etc, but i didnt do much else, so yea one dae dat could hav been spent studying wasted. muz work hard 4 physics ct 2moro!

shix stupidly silly suckish & really ridiculously redundant EOYs coming up soon! i dun wanna fail. i wanna do well. i wanna stretch out my wings lyk an eagle n soar in the sky.

learn 2 hate, learn to love, learn to be myself.

<3

2009-08-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

i've alwaes wondered what its lyk to be bigger. physically n mentally. i guess im growing evryday. so's evryone, we juz dun kno it or dun wan 2.

thre r many things i dun wanna sae, many things i wan 2 but shldnt, many things i shld but cant. life's confusing. a series after another of tests that try 2 make me stronger. i think.

pple shld stop having such biased views. i kno i do too. but we shld try 2 accept dat evrything has a few perspectives, n we cant alwaes be right. hw many tyms does a teenage girl feel so lonely she breaks dwn alne at nite?

tests r supposed 2 judge our abilities. i guess we needa be judged so that we can improve. but stress builds up smtyms. tests, assignments, hmk, lessons, n the cycle goes on n on evryday. dun u ever get tired of it? smdae smone'll be buried so deep he cant get up. dat's prob alr happened.

juz another step. n another. n another for as long as one can go. in the hope dat one dae we'll achieve our dreams. in the hope dat one dae we'll be free of all diz clutter, we'll be able 2 soar abv with wings lyk an eagle's. but arent dreams juz wisps? they arent material, juz a part of our imagination dat we wanna make real. but out of those many many pple who wish 4 smthing evrydae, hw many actually actually get what they wan, what they nid, what they desire? what's the use of striving if you come to naught in the end? isnt diz system all abt grades, n grabbing the opportunity wen it comes? but what if u cant, what if u juz cant jump, cant run, cant feel the breeze in ur hair, cant see the end of diz rocky path? what would u do then.

evrything has a limit. even the sky which seems so endless. even the sea which seems so vast. tym will stop one dae, life will cease to exist, n whre will we be? is thre even a nid to slaughter those precious lives we rip frm their rightful owners evrydae? is thre even a nid to think so far, so deep abt why, what, whre, when, which n hw?

finish diz sentence, then close your eyes n take a deep breath, n dun think abt anything at all.

do u hear life? do u hear nature, do u hear peace? i hear squabbles, the clock, n the music plaeing frm the comp. i start 2 doze, then remind myself dat thre r tests 2moro dat i havent finished preparing for, assignments due 2moro dat i havent completed. is dat really all life is abt?

i juz dun geddit. what's a home... isnt earth my home too? what's love... dun we show inhumanity evrydae? what's a family... doesnt dat include all the other living creatures who 'breathe' like me? what's technology... smthing dat has turned us for the better or for the worse? what's modernization... hw we've become mre humane, more civilised, but yet hw we've destroyed hw earth is supposed 2 be at the same tym?

& its 9.08pm alr. 'tym flies'. its study tym, one of the most common periods of tym in a schgirl's life, isnt it.

even a rock can break; a crystal can shatter.

<3, smthing we nid mre of in this world.

2009-08-23T14:51:00.004+08:00

4 sme reason, i lyk sorta fast but sad songs nwdaes. lyk those with lyrics abt hw hopeless life is, but arent very slow-paced.

havent been posting 4 ages, but nt abt 2 let diz nice blog go 2 waste =) i lurv diz blog!

sch has been alright i guess. omg i failed chi!! for the first tym ever, i failed a chi paper. i cant believe it =X im so disappointed with myself. i cant believe im such a failure. its nt lyk a lyk half mark mre n i'll pass kindda thing. its a complete lousy fail.

i've nt reallie been able 2 slp well, cuz thre r juz so many things on my mind! im alwaes afraid i'll 4get 2 do sme hmk or 4get 2 bring smthing imp. n if thre's a test the nxt dae i juz kip thinking dat im nt gne do well, then i kip wanting 2 go n study smmre wen i kno its hopeless wen its so late n i wun be able 2 absorb anything alr! im so hopeless rite? =(

so glad the 3rd class retest wasnt diz wk. kindda freaked out wen i was told last sun, cuz it was so short notice! (u can ask vanessa, or even cleaven if u kno him, maybe kindda freaked out is an understatement) but cca on fri was still. . . =/ pt was fine. was pretty hard wen i started cramping, esp wen had 2 do sit-ups, but i managed =) jocob's ladder we plaed super short tym. venetia n i tried 2 sit dwn at the sme tym, but they wanted smone 2 do the punishment/forfeit, n venetia wen 2 sae she sat dwn last! >,<>

math n 报章读后感 tests on tues, physics n formal letter writing tests on fri. oh n jap chap 22 (or izzit 23? cant rmb =X) まとめクイズon tues too! SHIXXXX i havent dne the hp thing, which is GRADED. die wor, no tym no mood do le. i'll try 2 do it during malay or b4 sch starts on tues ba. see hw =)

hmk left alot, actually evrything. hmk i wanna do de is actually very little. i havent started on the research part of the hme ec assignment at all! DIE! then havta make notes 4 the new lit story, the first party. then i havent dne the eng compre ws, n summary too. plus the math revision ws, n optional ques 2 prac for the tst on tues. but then again, i cant do the optional ques, cuz i didnt bring hme my txtbk. i try nt 2 bring hme bks on fri cuz my bag is alr far too heavy. with my np clothes n stuff 2 carry too.

regret is easy 2 feel but hard 2 express. but life juz goes on. the death wish isnt ours to make anytym soon.

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2009-08-16T14:15:00.002+08:00

123rd post XD nice number wor.

i havent been feeling lyk posting of late. i've been trying 2 NT use the comp, cuz its juz so damn addictive! i used the comp ytd (lyk, the whole day), n 2dae the comp was juz so tempting! =( muz start being mre serious!!! EOYs in juz a few mre mnths! ok seriously few mnths tym. muz be mre focused n stop side-trekking wen im supposed 2 be doing work!! lyk nw >,<

experiences r life-long lessons.

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2009-08-10T16:42:00.002+08:00

been listening 2 feilunhai, by2, nana mizuki, k-on, and nw buono! plaelists.

http://www.imeem.com/yanais/playlist/Y4JShath/buono-music-playlist/ the first 2 songs on diz plaelist r my faves!! XD

jap 2moro but my txtbk isnt with me so i havent dne the hmk in it yet. only dne 1/5 of the math!! =(

life is mre peaceful during the hols wen thre isnt anything much 2 wry abt.

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2009-08-10T12:09:00.002+08:00

i dunno y i even bother 2 post. i juz dun wan diz blog 2 die cuz i lyk it alotalot =)

been listening 2 lots of music frm many diff shows / albums / singers. depends on my mood at dat tym. listening 2 less n less jap music nw alr, mre chi songs n smtyms eng too. sad songs arent alwaes awful =)

vanessa / joey / cleaven: hahas hie, thx 4 tagging =)

cleaven: zz i tagged bac on ur blog kay. hahas i do read ur tags, i juz dunno hw 2 reply.

i juz dun feel lyk letting pple dwn anyme. life is so hard 2 kip up with. smtyms it seems lyk evryones moving 4ward but u. n im juz left behind, all alne. evryone expects smthing frm smbody, if even a recognition. i do too, but it'd help if others didnt expect so much frm me. i lyk 2 slp, eat, plae n read. but i dun lyk offending pple.

finally finished the jap compo =) it actually wasnt so hard. i guess nth is ever so hard if i put my heart 2 it. i finished it within 2 hrs la. juz off-ed all the music, put my hp awae, sat dwn at an empty table with nth but pencil n papers, n wrote. nt so hard after all. -my greatest wish is for my dream to be realised-

left quite abit of sch hmk, seeing hw i havent started at all. math txtbk de ques (great, juz great, more graphs), chi newspaper 练习, physics lens assignment. hist act bk prac due nxt mon. i dun feel lyk doing anymre cip =X

diversity shld be appreciated. love shld be accepted. life shld be spent productively. but even marshmallows do melt smtyms.

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2009-08-05T17:26:00.003+08:00

120th post. huzzah. i've been neglecting my own blog 2 read others' n comment really long comments on vanessa's private blog instead.

pe was quite fun, when i wasnt too dizzy n coherent enuff 2 start laughing. lynn does the forward rolls really, really fast, n its hard 2 chase her! >,<

smtyms i wanna drop the whole facade n juz sulk until smone notices. but life muz go on, n i muz learn to accept reality.

i seriously needa start rushing hmk n start studying for the lit test 2moro!! no excerpt provided = i'll do very badly. im quite pleased with my eng letter so far. but it still seems abit childish =X

i love wednesdays, for all its in the middle of the schwk, has no math at all, n has pe n hme ec. but i shld be mre concerned n serious abt my studies shldnt i. life'll be reallie dull dat wae thou.

有时我真的觉得你根本就不在意我. 你的身边总会有朋友陪; 所以应该没有孤单过吧. 你应该不会理解, 但我真心希望你会接受我, 并永远不抛弃我. 算是我在求你吧. 别在拒绝我了好吗? 让我给你看看我的心情, 让我给你瞧瞧我能做到什么. 我要保留着快乐的时光, 但我也要往上前近. 陪我吧.

let's all juz get on with our lives.

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2009-08-01T14:19:00.002+08:00

eeks maths sucks. sooo darn much hmk n mrs yeo goes "it's only __ ques" in her very annoying tone. as if its -ONLY- those ques. then she gav another ws. -.-'' i doubt drawing graphs r much help, n im seriously considering koping a flexible ruler to draw the stupid curves dat nvr seem 2 be proper curves.

eng i still dunno what 2 write 4 the formal letter! shix what were the topics he gav again? oh yea pollution / global warming / singaporean leader. i think i'll do what i did 4 the eng speech drafts if i had tym. as in write one for evry single topic, then go 2 sch n tikam one 2 hand up XD safest n kindda the most fool proof way i can think of. thou its such a waste of tym cuz my other letters will be used as rough paper >,<

wanlin n audrey ma'am saed(well wrote) dat i shld speak up mre / make myself heard! -i dont?- ok maybe nt during activity, but oh wells. smtyms i feel so lonely in the squad.

watching harry potter & the half blood prince l8er with my family (papa, mama, n 二姐). havent watched a movie since ice age 3 with 大姐, which seems so long ago althou it was only at the start of diz term. wk 6 of term 3 begins in 2 daes! =)

i juz wan evrything 2 be over n dne with, so dat i dunnid 2 kip wrying abt what will happen in the future. but yet i wan 2 treasure evry moment i experience nw, cuz i wun ever hav the sme experience twice in my life.

thoughts go in never-ending circles.

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2009-07-31T21:11:00.003+08:00

hmm POP 2dae was... interesting. sec 4s 'passed-out' (or izzit passed on? but dat sounds mre wrong), n we hav sec 3 oic, ncos etc! our new ncos r so... different? woah n seriously, am i dat quiet!? i dun lyk : doing drills in a squad(izzit even counted a squad?) of 5 pple (me included), saeing timings for drills, n having 2 look here or thre or well, up. but other then dat it was juz tiring.

geog test was badbadbad!! studied so many things for nothing, n evrything dat came out i dunno hw 2 ans! juz crapped evrything, esp the ques abt trends. hope i can pass!~ sch was 1. boring, 2. boring, 3. boring. i could fall aslep in evry single class la! eng was quite funny, mr ng wen "i will post ur letter, smthingsmthing smone frm one class wans 2 address her letter to breadtalk, and my dad works for breadtalk, so i will make sure the head of breadtalk gets the letter. " then jye ting exclaimed that she thot his father worked for smrt, n dat does his dad bring home bread evrydae cuz she heard kfc employees bring home chicken evrydae. the very amusing mr ng asked n what if his dad worked as a rubbish collector, then what would he bring hme evrydae? but thre's hmk =( hmm math was boringgggggg x alot. the whole lesson we juz drew graphs n graphs n mre graphs. i've alr finished one pad of graph paper n had 2 buy a new one -.-'' n i didnt even kno we had any math hmk due ytd! she saed she gav it on tues n it was due on thurs so y so many pple havent handed up n she wanted it 2dae. but gt cca 2dae, muz go earlier smmre, n i kept drawing the stupid first graph wrongly smmre, so i juz gav up. i'll try 2 do it by mon. >,<>

hmk: eng formal letter first draft abt anything i wanna write abt, which is far too vague for me 2 work with, math de manymanymany x alotalot of graphs i havta draw, dun 4get the tables i havta draw first to find out the points to mark on the graphs, n chi the summary i couldnt finish during class (shld hav borrowed jaclyn's model, or mearly-model summary!!), hist inferential ques of some sort frm the workbk, n alot of studying! -i nid 2 relax once in a while, life is so stressful.-

i miss the tyms wen thre were no such worries abt studies n friendships n all, the tyms wen tests were so easy i could ace without studying much, the tyms wen thre were so little or even no hmk, the tyms wen i could hav fun n be myself. i hate alwaes having 2 change, i hate it wen pple dun understand me. pple find me irritating wen im high n cant be bothered with me wen im dwn, so what am i 2 them? my parents consistently remind me to do my hmk, bathe earlier, study hard. i try, i try harder, n i decide dat working isnt what i really wanna do, n giv up.

i think lynn finds my habits odd. i usually bathe late at night, esp on wkdaes, even thou my hair wun dry b4 i slp n gimme headaches. cuz i hate forcing myself 2 bathe wen i dun feel lyk it. n i only feel lyk bathing wen im sweaty or stinky or well in the mood to. which smtyms is nvr, but i still hav 2, so its reallie late wen i bathe, lyk nw. i havent bathed. eeks.

im currently in the mood to juz stare in2 thin air n fall asleep. i was more or less in dat mood the whole of 2dae, but thre was work 2 do during chi, jokes 2 laugh at during eng, food 2 eat during recess, light 2 shine on glass stuff during physics, graphs 2 draw during math, smmre food 2 eat (pluz rush the stupid math dat i l8er gav up on) during lunch , postings of sec 3s to listen 2 during POP, things 2 discuss after dat, n drills 2 do during, well drills session. 5 pple was nt dat fun. then i come hme, n start thinking.

life is like a pile of poop, it stinks n reeks of smthing unpleasant, but u can more or less do anything 2 wan with it. its soft n squishy wen first produced, but hardens over tym, like hw we shld.

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2009-07-29T20:55:00.003+08:00

-waiting for smeone 2 send me the stuff dat im supposed 2 work on-

currently listening 2 the sme plaelist as ytd, cuz thre r lyk 40+ songs in it, havent finished listening 2 all yet =) i think mio n yui's character songs r superrr nice!~

physics test was more or less passable. nt veryvery hard, but nt exactly very easy either. the ques were straightforward enuff, but i didnt expect them 2 cme up with a ques for us to draw a thermocouple thermometer... n i didnt kno hw 2 ans the last mcq ques, so i juz put the biggest number. n its wrong. >,<>

volleyball 2dae was quite fun i guess. hahas i kepy trying 2 serve but the stupid ball juz didnt wanna go over the net. althou dat ball was very squishy as compared to the hardhard ball dat hurts ur arm alot. i wish we could plae volleyball lyk dat evry pe lesson for diz term. its tiring enuff n very fun XD whoever thought of the idea of us doing gym n performing it with a part frm village by the sea sucks. seriously, u think abt lit, n village by the sea at dat, n u think abt pe, n u see no connection whatsoever.

i've been trying 2 be gwai diz wk. nt lyk gwaigwai for the sake of it, but cuz thre r many tests n i feel i really need 2 be serious abt my studies. my marks hav all been going dwnhill, n its mre cuz i've been mre slack than cuz the syllabus has suddenly become unbelievably hard. i've nt gne 2 the lib at all, n hav been trying 2 study properly for all the tests diz wk. abit last min, but hopefully i can make studying a gd habit =)

nth much 2 post alr, i only started cuz i've nth much better 2 do. except study geog, which i shld.

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2009-07-27T18:19:00.004+08:00

been commenting realliereallie long comments on vanessa's 'private' blog. its actually juz a blog dat has no links etc n she doesnt really tell pple ab. thou she's been dropping quite a few hints. -.-'' hahas but i can learn mre abt myself n her in dat blog i guess. althou she doesnt put my name as well my name.

totally in love with this plaelist: http://www.imeem.com/inthasack/playlist/RYHoyZqB/k-on-music-playlist/ u kindda need an acc 2 listen 2 it, but signing up is free anyway. hahas those with lyrics r nice! i <3>

gosh i hav no idea y am posting nw either. i kindda needa study alot of things pretty badly. i apparently came hme 2early 2dae 2 study, but since 1.30's dismissal i havent touched a single bk or piece of paper. mama cooked lunch (yummy!~), then by the tym we were dne with lunch n clearing up etc it was alr 2.45pm, dat tyming im sure. hahas then i decided dat i was bored n lethargic so i wen in2 the garden (my plot, obviously,) to sweat abit, n ended up staying outside till 4... then came up (in my rm currently,) and dozed abit, took a long warm shower, n started using the comp. =X gosh i suck at tym management.

but i do feel much more refreshed n awake nw, as well as in a much better mood as compared to before. sch as horrible. i passed math!~ but uhm i didnt finish art again. 4 sme reason i've nvr finished a single piece of art b4 wor. n i seriously needa add lines else i cant do the nxt piece of art!! eeks i sucksucksuck! kept saeing laterlaterlater then in the end nvr do. SHIX!

havent studied jap at all. nor dne any hmk. or even looked much at any jap stuff frm jap class. i've watched anime but it only pulls dwn my jap grade. i dun mean watching anime doesnt help u 2 pick up sme helpful jap phrases, but anime is addictive n u tend 2 get carried awae once u start watching n get the tym, hence nt doing anything much productive. for hours.

i shld go look at the ting1 xie3 list again n re-test myself on the cheng2 yu3s, but i dun reallie feel lyk nw. my life mre or less revolves my mind debating with itself whether i shld do what i shld or what i wan. pple r complicated but simple beings.

i pray dat i wun fail anymre tests, jap included. i will try 2 work hard =)

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2009-07-26T17:45:00.003+08:00

i am ever so amused. not.

vanessa: seriously, -u do notice dat diz is a private blog rite?- -.-'' i am not gonna talk abt such things with u on my blog. >,<

been trying 2 study, but nt making any progress. i've copied out all the ting1 xie3 sentences n cheng2 yu3 sentences, but i cant rmb anything. i've wasted another wkend, mostly in bed, in the seat in frnt of the computer, or on the sofa in frnt of the tv. i really havtahavta HAVTA study ting1 xie3 n jap n physics n geog properly. all r very, VERY important n i juz cant flunk or even nt do well for any of them, so y do i nt wanna study!? i alwaes flunk jap no matter hw hard i study =X

sch starts 2moro. a new wk, new events, many tests, many experiences. i really wanna mke the best of my tym n all, in sch n at hme, but the comp etc r really very tempting. i kno i needa study, but i dont. my fave plaelists r nw nana mizuki's ultimate diamond and by2's twins on imeem. the first one wen u type the titles in2 the search engine XD nw listening 2 shakugan no shana de plaelist.

hmk left: mathmathmath!! muz go draw the stupid graphs soon. n study for evrything.

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2009-07-25T14:21:00.003+08:00

i've been blanking out mre n mre. i guess im juz tired. i dun lyk to think abt stuff as much as b4, cuz what's the point wen thinkikng doesnt make a difference? life juz goes on, whether i wan it to ornt. n its juz great thre r so many things in life i've no choice, no control over. my tears, my thirst, my hunger for more, things i wan n nvr will get, n the tym i've wasted wen thre was so much i could hav enjoyed.

cca ytd was... nt dat bad i suppose. juz abit achy all over nw. i think i did too many sit-ups; my stomache thre hurts quite alot. n so do my legs, cuz i seriously havent dne any form of exercise for ages. n i feel fat. spaced out alot during drills. i rmb thre was one kebelakang thing tym n i wasnt exactly thre. then evryone turned n i sorta came to with litong staring at me. dat was bad =X i juz cant shout loudly, face it. nt evryone can do evrything perfectly, n im one of them. the only one, if it makes a diff, but i dun reallie care. drills in slacks is quite hard wen u're nt used to it. i hate running here n thre 2 change within a tym limit, but i hate stepping on my own slacks nearly evry turn more. in other words, we didnt change to half-u, n i kindda polished my boots for nth. nt dat i mind nvr having 2 change to half-u again. -pop ceremony nxt wk-

sch on fri sucks. lessons were boring, cca was tiring, but i was blanking out during both. nearly fell asleep during physics... n its nt the first tym either. fri's tymtable consists of ct period, double chi, double eng, double sci, double math. in dat exact order, im serious. imagine starting the dae with chi, n ending it with math. physics right after recess makes u wanna slp, then u've to force urself awake for math. i personally find math the most useless subject ever. i doubt i'd ever nid anything other than the basic +-x/ in the future. n a calculator of course. but i doubt anyone in their right mind would ever spend their adulthood drawing grphs to find x & y. -.-''

quite a few tests nxt wk =( jap ca4 & ting1 xie3 on tues, physics on wed, geog on fri, n i havent studied for anything. in fact i 4gt 2 bring my geog stuff hme =Xn to make things worse i dun feel lyk doing anything nw, least of all studying, except watching anime. juz started on full moon o sagashite.

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2009-07-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

i ponned jap 2dae. seriously, its the first tym i've actually well, played traunt for anything. n i feel guilty =X very guilty, n i regret nt going. gosh hw could i hav nt gne wen nxt wk is the ca4!? n im so gonna fail shix waaaaaaaaaaaaaa. face it, i suck.

aniwaex vanessa n melissa came over ytd n we swam - plaed water for quite awhile. quite awhile as in lyk 2 hrs plus or smthing. i snorted in alot (seriously alot, alot mre then usual, wen i even snort in anything) of chlorine water frm the pool. n i kindda caught a cold, althou 2dae i was fine in the morn. in fact it was so hot my sinus wasnt even as bad as usual. coming hme n trying 2 slp in the afternn was totally another diff chapter. my nose was simply running awae frm me in a sea of mucus. XD

i've made my choices, i'll live with them. i spent the afternn 2dae, which i usually spent on jap classes, slping. if i didnt tke jap n cme straight hme frm sch on tuesdaes i wouldnt slp. i'd probably use the comp or read the whole dae. dat's provided i actually wen hme straight after sch instead of staeing bac or going 2 the lib. but since i ponned jap i couldnt do any work anyway. i juz had 2 wait 4 6.15pm to be over b4 i could tell myself, "thre, its too late to regret nw dat its all over anyway", n concentrate on doing sme productive stuff. i actually did all the jap hmk due 2dae ytd. Except the last pg, which i didnt kno hw 2 do, nt didnt wanna do.

penege: hahas i was guessing along dat line, but vanessa told me. alyssa (did i spell dat corrrectly?) png? =) ur blog is damn cute!!

vanessa: seriously, thre's no nid 2 compete with cleaven on my tagboard, even thou i kno dat u lurv competition. but i doubt cleaven is even thinking of competing with u. esp since u 2 dun even kno ea other? >,<

sch is boring. life is a fixed tymtable. a clockwork train dat goes round and round, with boredom in the middle. wake up, pee, brush teeth. change, get in2 car, wear socks n shoes, get dwn at sch. walk 2 class slowly. dump my bag, sit dwn, stare. decide whether 2 read eng, chi, or jap. read. attend classes trying nt 2 fall asleep. appreciate teachers who giv us free tym n free reign to slp. slp wen possible, or at least lie dwn n daydream. attend mre lessons n recess. stae bac or go out. or go straight hme n slack arnd till dinner. rush hmk n studies after dinner, as much as possible. repeat cycle evry sch dae, with exceptions for special occasions, wi=hich are very seldom.

n while 2dae is still on, HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY. nt dat im still in contact with anybody dat's nt chinese. so much for being in a multi-racial society, but schooling in an s.a.p. school. so much for being me.

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2009-07-19T13:26:00.004+08:00

thre's quite abit of hmk left: math graphs, physics g.a. n i needa study chi 公函format, hist chap 7, n jap (the chap dat'll be tested dat i cant rmb). it seems little, but i'd take ages 2 finish those. esp the physics, which is graded =O

the audiobk for squire is very, very nice, althou i kip having 2 backtrack cuz smtyms the person reads too fast. the person reading seems to hav so many diff voices! hahas its quite interesting hearing hw the reader thinks the chars will sound. im at cd5 #6 alr!~ the story's plot itself is quite interesting - thre's fighting n relationships at the same tym.

i've seriously nth much 2 post abt, but i havent been posting, n i dun wan diz blog 2 die yet. じゃ、またあした！:)

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2009-07-15T17:12:00.003+08:00

hahas thx cleaven & vanessa!~ was quite touched. life's been hectic n bizzare n confusing n all deze few daes, well wks, but i've survived thus far anyway. i lyk the song on zoey's post ytd! cant rmb the title, but if u're free n can get in u might wanna go plae it XD.

made pandan chiffon cake 2dae! valerie's n mine were abit mushy, but its still nice ok! but nobody at hme reallie wans 2 eat what i made la. =( nxt wk i think we're gonna mke fruit salad, which sounds... abit too healthy =X

anyway i've been taking a break frm tamora pierce's bks, seeing hw i alr kno the plot n ending of all her stories, and i've been reading the twilight series. currently reading eclipse(thx zoey!). the first tym u read the bks they seem quite nice, but if u attempt 2 read them a 2nd tym u scully find dat its quite... it juz seems as thou the whole bk is abt hw much bella loves edward n vice versa, which isnt only gross but quite boring too. thre isnt much of a plot for all the bks, its juz dat i've nth else 2 read since im nt supposed 2 go 2 the lib.

vanessa, if u dun read diz b4 2moro i'll still tell u in sch. hahas uhm realliereallie sry, but i still havent returned one bk i borrowed with ur card. i'll return it on tym, but u can only boro 5 bks in the tym being, so sry!!

my family doesnt really interact much with our neighbours, seeing hw we're all so diff n all, but no offence, my neighbour is LOUD. seriously. nt dat i reallie mind, thou smtyms it gets quite annoying wen im trying 2 study. he plaes reallie loud music or tunes up the volume of his tv till i can hear it quite clearly quite often, so i get 2 listen 2 free music nearly evrydae. but it kindda sucks wen he starts singing too, and wen im nt in the mood 2 listen 2 whatever i can hear, but cant plae my own fave genre cuz his is far too loud. currently he's plaing jap music, which is quite nice =)

hmk left: math ws ques 2 & 3(graphs =O), geog act bk(5 pages?), & the eng little india proj (dat my grp hasnt really started on). a reasonable amount of hmk for a wed, which puts me off cuz it actually doesnt seem as little n as simple as in looks / sounds.

seriously needa start slping early (earlier than currently anyway) b4 i start falling asleep in class! i alr am (falling asleep in class i mean), but i've only started, havent really slept in any class yet. gonna get eyebags soon, so poof goes thinking of borrowing vmpire knight 2gether with breaking dawn. >,<

kies i shall go "get dwn 2 business alr"! (jkjk, but i am gonna start working)

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2009-07-13T21:38:00.003+08:00

i get very confused smtyms. its juz so hard 2 understand. smtyms its juz so hard 2 live life as i wan 2, to try pleasing smebody n end up offending so many others too. life sucks, but nobody ever saed it wasnt. i wanna live my life the way i wan 2 as much as i can, so dat i wun regret wen its over, or nearly anyway. im grateful for the pple in my life, my family & frens & evryone else, who support me or hurt me, who help me 2 become better person, or worse; who help me 2 think and to learn.

shix, i seriously did badly (x10^.) for chem. i passed, but barely. hope i dun do too badly for miao2 xie3 wen2 2moro kno. i reallie wanna tke hcl nxt yr.

thx vanessa & cleaven for listening 2 me wen i was ranting on n on abt my probs n stuff & reading n replying my msgs dat were sent wen i was very paranoid. thx lynn n zoey aso 4 lending me so many nice bks!~ oh uhmm since im in the mood, sry vanessa for alwaes having 2 cut off so suddenly wen my phne runs out of battery, sry cleaven for alwaes being so rude and blunt wen im bz or in a bad mood wen u didnt do anything wrong, sry zoey dat i smtyms take so long 2 return u the bks u lent me, and sry 2 evryone else who i've offended in one wae or another.

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2009-07-11T13:56:00.010+08:00

i hav no idea if i shld post mre often ornt. been using the comp evryday but nth much happens.

vanessa: i cant believe dat i told u 2 go ahead n tag. seriously.

im looking for a nice anime series... smthing lyk gakuen alice / ouran high / fruits basket/ K-ON!...? i lyk shugo chara n tora dora and shakugan no shana and fullmetal alchemist and prince of tennis and karin too! XD

hmk nt dne (which is abt all the hmk given):
-geog act bk
-eng lil' india proj.
-math, math and math ws

nth much to do at hme de! no nice bks 2 read (cuz my parents sae muz finish hmk first then can go lib 2 borro), no nice anime 2 watch (at the current moment), and no mood 2 do any hmk or study.

thre's a chi 描写文de 考查 on tues and a math ct on fri diz coming wk, which both dun really hav anything much to study. chi i could memorize gd descriptive phrases, but it'd juz be a waste of tym cuz i wun rmb anything during the test. as for math, see hw ba. i wish they'd stop testing on the same few topics again and again, and test on the newer topics (those we juz learnt)! they juz kip testing on algebra and the sin-cos-tan and i'll juz kip failing!

i wish evryone could stae 2gether at the same hme 4ever. then smiley faces could hav swings. the K-ON! and shugo chara music track are very, very nice! so's the ouran music actually =)

...<3

2009-07-05T14:06:00.002+08:00

ok, so i didnt post after dinner. XD ytd after dinner i read calling on dragons, then watched abit of harry potter (& the philosopher's stone), then watched boys over flowers, then finished calling on dragons, then slept. =) i slept arnd midnight i think, but i only woke up arnd 1pm... im such a pig >,<

no mood 2 do any hmk whatsoever, but havta if i wanna watch hice age 3 on wed! n i still havent dne the jap compo =X

triple chocolate crunch n a runny nose dun go 2gether. <3

2009-07-04T18:52:00.004+08:00

I've nvr felt so lazy b4 in my life. after the hols, i've barely even dne the hmk im supposed 2 do at all. n worse, i juz dun feel lyk doing them even wen i kno i shld. i can watch anime on thurs even thou i hav chem ct on fri, and i slp past midnight evrydae even thou i've 2 wake up b4 6.30 evry morn! n its nt cuz im studying or doing work either. gdness =(

the h1n1 thing i think is quite annoying. they saed they'll continue 2 do the screening n stuff, but seriously, i've nvr been looked at on my wae in2 sch b4. n i blow my nose in class n ms leong looks lyk im gonna kill her n the whole class liddat. -.-''

i wish they'd stop the no big gatherings thing too. i think if they reallie dun wanna let the undetected bugs spread, they shld juz close the sch n evrywhre. but since they arent doing dat, we still socialise rite? so what's the diff whether ornt we hav big gatherings? nt dat im missing math remedial, but we're alr in class evrydae rite? spending abit mre tym with the more or less same pple wun kill anyone. for once i actually wouldnt mind having cca. i feel so fat n lazy after an entire hol lying on my bed or staring at the comp screen.

i juz finished terrier and bloodhound, by tamora pierce =) bloodhound was actually only published diz yr kno! the 2 bks r very, very interesting. i hope a third bk comes out soon. wen sch lib during recess and yishun lib after sch ytd. frm the sch lib, i borrowed dogsbody and charmed life, by diana wyne jones. frm yishun lib, i borrowed terrier and bloodhound, by tamora pierce, as well as calling on dragons and talking to dragons, by patricia c. wrede.

our sch lib has quite a limited number of bks kno. the bks they hav arent very interesting either, for dat matter. they only hav 2-3 bks by tamora pierce, n those were lyk the oldest of all the bks she has written. i saw -the woman who rides like a man- and -lady knight-, from the song of the lioness quartet.

kies i'll post again after dinner. i think its fish n chips frm pk express. nice pepper fries! XD

2009-06-26T18:10:00.002+08:00

i havent been posting cuz i dun hav anything 2 post abt. i've been slacking n staring n i've almost all the hmk left. & SCH STARTS IN 3 DAYS!! oh my. i really dont wan the hols 2 end, ever. i wouldnt mind nt ever doing my hmk, nt ever having 2 tke another common test. but fat luck, its nt what i wan, but what i nid, rite? =)
april is sad wen i am. i nid to ice cream more! pls, let me be black & white and spoon to the heart of those transparent air. u prob dun understand, but u dun nid 2. its what i pray for, from the bottom of my heart. <3

2009-06-20T15:50:00.006+08:00

i hav no idea y im posting again either. im nt gonna carry on abt hw i shld be doing hmk nw, cuz im nt and prob nt going to. althou chem is quite tempting. juz the balancing equations ws with the counting. for sme reason, i suddenly find math-related stuff quite interesting.

my mum n i wen out with aunty doris n joey ytd. again. we met at centrepoint n had mac's ice cream, then walked arnd robinson's. then we had aston's prime for early dinner and continued walking arnd john little, then paragon, then takashimaya. our mums were shopping, joey n i were juz following arnd n chatting cuz we had nth better 2 do. i was quite amused that joey was so interested in salt n pepper millers. XD

last night we reached hme quite late, then i watched sme anime dat was on okto at 11.30pm. it was quite interesting, althou i didnt really get what was going on. smthing samurai Kyo. it was nice while it lasted anyway.

kies i shall try 2 organise my tym properly n make diz last wk of the hols as productive as possible. my hols so far seriously havent been very productive. i've wasted alot of tym alr n i dun wanna waste anymre! wish me luck n expect infrequent postings =) . . . <3

2009-06-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

im dwn again cuz thre's juz so darn much mre hmk to go even thou i thought dat i've alr been doing so much! n its lyk im bz with smthing nearly evry dae for the rest of the hols, with new things cropping up evrydae n giving me such a hard tym! as in i juz dun feel lyk doing any hmk at night n i thought dat i could work out the remainder of the hmk over the whole of nxt wk... but i hav stuff on on mon, tues, wed, thurs, sat, sun! dat leaves me fri of nxt wk, which is really far too little tym!

anyway 2dae we met in sch to apparently finalise our plans for the sec 4 POP presents? quite alot of pple wen, but i shant comment cuz i dun think i hav the right too. i juz feel very distant frm evryone. very lonely wen im with my squad. -no offence meant- sme pple didnt even wanna sae hi to me, and evryone kept going their own waes. i was mostly with tiffany, venetia, and vanessa.

many of us met in the canteen, then we wen 2 the specs stand to meet the rest, then we wen 2 2grace classrm to discuss. the pairings r quite weird thou, i hav very few comments on who im paired with, i juz dun think we're very pei4, but hahas wth la i dunno who i wanna partner aso.

the manymany many of us then took the same bus and walked the short distance to amk hub 2gether, then split up to hav our lunch. melissa, vanessa, venetia, tiffany, and i had pepper lunch. ok venetia didnt eat... she juz tried to sew on the yello velvet thing onto the black velvet rectangle again n again till she gav up. then we met at the bus inter-change thre, then wen 2 the mrt station, then debated abt whre we shld go to buy the materials for our present, and finally decided on amk de popular. the rest is history dat shldnt be rewritten... yet. =)

no la im juz too lazy to continue cuz its a long n boring story. anyway after all dat we (tiff, vanessa, me) wen 2 venetia's hse. it was quite awkward cuz her sis n sarah ma'am were thre, but after a (quite long) while it wasnt dat bad. we left venetia sponging the outline of sme letters onto the nice paper with her sis n sarah ma'am helping. it was quite weird, seriously.

im quite tired nw... was chatting 2 vanessa on the phne juz nw but we both didnt really hav much 2 sae cuz we were 2gether the whole dae XD then called tiffany but she was bz. n thre isnt anybody i wanna chat with on msn nw either. i dunno y but i dun really feel lyk chatting. its been a long day quite different frm what i expected. can u believe i've spent abt 50 mins juz for diz post? sigh. <3

2009-06-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

i've been trying 2 plae LaTale! havent plaed for a long tym and probably wont. i finally managed 2 plae for awhile ytd but i dc-ed lyk 5 tyms at mountain area.

i juz hate my horrible lack of tym management and determination and discipline to follo my tymtables. my schedules arent dat hard 2 follo, but i juz dont. i feel very, very down when i look at my neat schedule and the number of daes dat i didnt do any work at all. if i do what im supposed 2 i'd be nearly dne with my hmk, instead i hav lyk mre than half left. n i seriously dun think i'll be able to complete the stupid hmk!!

my very buzy rest of the holidays r gonna suck cuz i'll juz kip thinking abt the tons of hmk i havent finished. 2moro im going 2 sch cuz our squad's meeting for POP, then fri im going out with my mum n aunty doris and her daughter joey. my wkends are free, but i doubt i'll be making very gd use of my tym then. mon i think my grp's gonna meet to finish the hist proj, tues my big sister's coming home, wed & thurs i hav kayaking, sat is POP...

which leaves me fri and sun to chiong the rest of the hmk, which is seriously ALOT. i've only dne smatters oof hmk here n thre and thre is lyk TONS mre, which i juz dun feel lyk doing at all. 2dae im actually supposed to do the lit character analysis on Father and the eng little india proj, which i obviously havent dne. n i dun think im gonna do.

life doesnt suck, but the wae i live mine sorta does. <3

2009-06-11T20:07:00.002+08:00

i feel quite bad dat im nt following my schedule at all. =) oh well i juz dun feel lyk doing any hmk or studying during such nice holidays. i feel lyk slping mre, eating mre, reading mre, watching mre, breathing mre. which i am nw XD
hahas diz post would probably be quite short cuz of all my random-ing, but as usual, my life is b.o.r.i.n.g. mon wen 2 joey's hse, tues n wed had cip at jurong west with lynn n joey again, 2dae stayed at hme and tried to do lit, 2moro going out with my mum n joey n her mum. =) and voila, half my hols gone. feels alot longer than dat though.
lets see... ytd was quite interesting =) ytd i woke up the earliest in the whole hols. seriously. i woke up arnd 7am. 7AM! cuz uhmm food comm was supposed 2 meet so dat we could kno what's going on, at 8.30am, but my dad had 2 send my sis 2 work then, so i decided to go earlier.
2dae i woke up past noon, brought breakfast (bun?) up 2 my rm, then did art research(principles of design). saw alot of quite nice artwork XD then watched 2 eps of fruits basket (ep 7 & 8), and read The Power in the Storm 2nd book in the circle of magic quartet(by tamora pierce). then i did sme lit (character analysis on Hari), and wen 2 the garden 2 well do sme gardening, b4 dinner (Macs again, so darn unhealthy). and then i came up and started typing diz. a typical day in my typical holiday. =)
i've been really unhealthy, KFC last thurs and diz tues, Macs ytd morn and 2dae's dinner, and pizza ytd. with roller coaster, bbq flavoured, on mon, double decker and cuttlefish strips on tues, twisties, the cheese flavoured one, and sour power ytd, and cuttlefish strips, sour power 2dae, and currently halfway thru jack n jill potato chips, with a packet of twisties, duh tomato flavoured, waiting. im such a glutton.
hahas okok enuff randoming. i shant crap anymre alr. uhmm thx 4 the suggestion vanessa, but i dun think i'll be going 2 the lib anytym soon. i'll try 2 find it the nxt tym i do go though. i kindda miss sch... ... <3

2009-06-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

juz watched night at the museum. the first one, the one dat was on channel 5 till 9pm. oh well i replied all the tags alr! =) the holidays hav been boring, and definitely nt very enriching. i've juz read alotalotALOT of bks dat i've read b4. mostly, obviously, tamora pierce r meg cabot.
oh well nth much 2 type abt leh. as i've saed, my holidays hav been pretty uneventful. but cip on tues was ok. had math in the morning, with mr lin (AGAIN, well he taught me math last yr) teaching. math was juz a ws, and we gt released quite late, much later than the time stated on the consent form, but wth its over cant do anything abt it right. =)
i wanted 2 change to going-out-clothes, as in just a shirt n skirt, but apparently i 4gt 2 bring shoes. so after a few calls to lynn (which made vanessa very amused, which is kind of an understatement,) i decided 2 juz wear sch uniform. i packed the clothes in my bag anyway, and wore my fave (and pretty much only wearable) jacket. yes, the black and pink one.
we, well lynn n joey n me, were late for the cip. which ws at jurong west library. tues' n wed's cip is at jurong west too! its called jurong west (public or community) library, but its actually nearest to boon lay mrt. i think lynn n joey hurt their feet running in thei going-out-shoes, but i was wearing sch shoes n socks, so oh well =) the cip was juz hanging arnd the lib e-koisks and trying 2 help the pple using them. note the trying. i offered to help so many pple, but kept getting rejected, as lynn n joey so nicely put it. but i gt 3 cip hrs clocked anyway. HAHAS. diz whole hols only clock 9 hrs, quite pathetic horh.
oh no, dat's quite sad. i mean nt having any POP prep. i mean, no cca at all diz whole holidays, except kayaking n POP, which arent reallie counted. awwwwwwwwwwwww. i dunno what food comm's doing n what im supposed 2 do. i thot we were gonna do desert, but juz doing a drink's fine with me. see hw on dat dae ba =) i'll juz go along with whatever evryone else is doing.
i finally planned out the rest of my hols, as in i scheduled out the hol hmk for the nxt 3 wks. i'll try 2 follo it as well as i can, seing dat i dun hav anything much else to do at hme anyway. jiayou to my classmates n squadmates and whoeve else who might read diz in whatever u r doing! <3

2009-06-02T19:56:00.006+08:00

100th post!!!!!! =) hahas seems lyk a bigbigbigbig BIG number wor! hahas happy 100th post anniversary my dear blog! ok dat was so... nvrmind. its the holidays now! the 2nd official day of the holidays and im already feeling quite bored. went 2 toa payoh central 2dae to meet rochelle n melanie n gt quite lost! XD my hp ran out of money, so i had to ask for directions once (nice salesgirl working in a phone shop), and borrowed a phone (good-mood aunty who was a manager at Macs). 2moro hav math in the morn (in sch, yes i kno my math sucks), then gonna do CIP with lynn n joey at jurong west lib.
i realised i dun reallie care much abt my ppr anymre. nw its mostly juz a piece of paper pple print to rate me. n i dun reallie care much abt their ratings, probably cuz it sucks, so here r my fabulously fantastic -NOT- grades: cumalative grade, term 2 alne grade, band in the lv.
....English Language: A2, B3, 3
....Chinese Language: C5, C5, 4
Geography (revised): B4, B4, 3
......History (revised): B3, B3, 3
.Literature (English): B4, C5, 4
............Mathematics: C6, E8, 4
.Science (Bio+Chem): C5, B4, 4
...........................Art: B4, B4, 3
......Home Economics: A1, A1, 2
-----Average Grade: B4(3.7), B4(4.1)
-Overall Percentage: 61.4%
Yes, i kno my grades r very, very VERY lousy. but its nt exactly my fault cuz i think i really worked quite hard this term. esp for math and sci. if u flip thru my report bk starting frm last yr's term 1 grades till the previous term's, u'll see hw the grades keep decreasing, and decreasing, and decreasing even mre. ask me seriously if i regret going 2 st nicks, if i hate my sch, and if i think my grades suck, i'll answer u seriously, YES. but if u giv me the chance to go bac in tym, i'd probably still make the same choices. cuz i cant garauntee u dat i'd nt feel the same if i were in a diff sch. dat i'd be able to do better and feel more proud of myself n my sch.
but st nicks reallye is a money sucking machine. the sch kips asking us for more money, n altogether my parents hav donated more than $200 to the sch building fund alr, n nw they wan us to get another $50 worth of donations. nobody will donate de lorh, so in the end i'll still needa ask my parents for the money, or dig frm my own savings. what a great sch i study in wor.
i wonder wen the nxt np activity will be. probably juz POP prep... which i think will be quite sian cuz obviously, what does FOOD comm do? >,<>
so 2moro, im gonna get up really early in the morning, even though it IS a holiday-dae, and go 2 sch for -what izzit called again- the Sec 2 Math Learning Day. dats the nice name for it anywae. i wun put the nt so nice name i think of it as here, cuz others who needa go for it as well might find the name insulting. its frm 9am-10.30am. then my dad will pick me up n drop me at yishun MRT, whre i will meet lynn n joey. i'll change into uhmm home clothes(!?) ok clothes i usually wear wen i go out, then we'll hav lunch 2gether thre. probably jap =) i lyked the ramen we had thre last tym, even though the egg yolk was kindda gross cuz it was supposed 2 be hard boiled egg n the yolk was half runny. then we'll walk arnd, maybe i'll go lib drop sme bks or borro sme bks. After that we'll take MRT to jurong (west), and go to the lib to do CIP till 4pm. then i'll tke MRT back to either AMK or yishun. see hw i feel =)
as u can probably tell after reading diz long n draggy n detailed step-by-step descriptive post, im bored. yes, im dreadfully bored. i was actually thinking of starting on the math excel thing. but i scully feel dat it'd be very boring. mre boring than reading the same bk for the 3rd tym sine saturday. truth be told, i havent started on a single piece of hmk. i havent even touched anything gotta do with sch since thurs's dismissal frm sch. oh wells HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVRYONE! whether ornt u're having ur holidaes nw, its gd to take a break, (Hav a kit-kat or smthing), n relax! <3

2009-05-27T16:24:00.002+08:00

update mre often nt = update evrydae cleaven! >,<>
i dunno la. 2moro getting bac ppr. i think i failed evrything. pls lemme pass evrything, even n esp math n sci!! im reallie tired. oh wen 2 cut my hair juz nw... my hair is very, very, VERY short now! oh no. no mood 2 smile leh. so diz post will be littered with =X faces kies.
im reallie grumpy nw. hope dat a swim l8er will make me feel better? oh shld i post on the class blog? nobody posts de i kip posting alne very, VERY weird leh. but we kno who r the new monitors alr! (Amanda Lee, Li Ying, Siow Pin, & Petrina.) out of the 4 of them i only voted for one of them leh. =X but hahas no offence 2 anyone, they all r kindda quiet in class de... quite gwai pple, yea? one mre official dae of sch. juz one. dats gonna be reallie hot n boring n redundant. -ohgreat-
life sucks, well mine does anyway. still trying 2 figure out who i really wanted 2 giv name stickers to... n nw hav dat stupid sing singapore @ st nicks pledge card... havta donate mre money again... i dunno leh izzit juz me or does the sch kip asking for mre money? who on earth will donate!? i dun wan 2 kno... i wun even be enjoying the new sch facilities n stuff, n i doubt i'll even go bac after i graduate, N no offence whatsoever, but i couldnt reallie care less abt the future generation. besides, as my fabulous form teacher put it, its "ONLY" $50, and surely evryone can afford it. she wish la.
obviously im in a bad mood n whatever i post will be very biased, so thre isnt much point taking too much of this to heart. sigh n sigh again. then yawn. <3

2009-05-24T18:05:00.005+08:00

*yawn* im such a big fat pig. ok maybe nt. but im lyk one aniwae. can u believe i woke up at what - 1+pm 2dae!? n the official holidaes arent even here yet. self-control n discipline hav totally disappeared! =(
hmm finished 6 bks of harry potter in 7 daes... nt bad leh. im nt gonna read the bk i left out, chamber of secrets de, cuz i dun reallie lyk it. i dun lyk the plot, what with dobby being so determined to get harry out of hogwarts n the gilderoy lockhart or whatever being a professor n a nutcase. i read the bks very carefully diz tym round, n found alot of details i usually wouldnt hav noticed. the last part of the 6th bk was super touching =)
i actually havent been plaeing LaTale for a really long time. its been quite... tiring for the last wk of sch with all the last minute rushing to complete projs. cant sae i was much of a help, but oh well i tried. i dunno y i havent reallie gt the mood 2 plae LaTale nwadaes... i wanna whack smthing on9, sure, but i dun reallie hav the mood to use the comp much. snowyxspectre iz still <3>,<
my class n squad de blogs r totally dead. lyk nobody even bothers 2 post or tag anymre. its kindda sad. =X i dun hav anything 2 tag on either of the blogs n i've alr posted one reallie random post on the class blog, which i doubt anyone even read. *sigh* & slaps forehead n -oh nvrmind-.
2 daes of e-learning, 2 daes of official go-2-sch but for enrichment stuff (which really is quite a waste of tym), one dae of meet-the-parents, 2 daes of wkend, b4 its FINALLY the long-awaited holidaes. which i think r gonna suck. cuz i hav zero motivation to do my hmk, let alne study, n absolutely no inspiration to be gwai. the hols r juz daes for my 2 sleep in n read n yawn n watch anime n sigh n do cip, n slp smmre.
ok diz iz all crappy. but thre's seriously nth going on n i've nth better 2 do right nw. im as irritable, grouchy, n grumpy as i can ever be, with a headache n tired eyes to boot. n i havent even added in dat im *yawn* emotionally n mentally exhausted too. URGH what's the point of typing!? <3

2009-05-23T14:35:00.006+08:00

hiehie! =) im really very, very bored. i wanna chat with dajie on msn or skype(which i am), but i cant chat 2 her wen im plaeing LaTale, which i wanna plae nw, cuz im in the mood 2 bash up sme stuff. LaTale iz reallie seriously whre i go 2 let off sme steam, nits fun bashing up monsters n people, even if i get bashed up n die a few million tyms in the process.
rochelle & cleaven: srysrysry i alwaes sae i can plae or will plae LaTale with u or ask u 2 plae with me but end up dc-ing till i giv up or smthing crops up! gratz rochelle on lv 24 or 25 n cleaven on lv 27! =)
cca ytd was. . . =/ ok la i guess. pt tym i was very, very, VERY high. the circuits werent dat hard, n the ma'ams werent really watching us. then we did the human untangle thing in small grps, then l8er as a squad. but it was quite hilarious cuz we ended up in two separate rings. basketball with so many pple in half a court was quite... n drills was more or less boring. i kno our squad isnt -dat- united, but we're mre or less on talking terms with ea other n our lives dun revolve arnd our cca... i would think its impossible for 20 pple to kno evrything abt ea other n alwaes discuss evrything with ea other abt any minor thing gotta do with np -,-''
i dun feel lyk typing here anymre, cuz thre's nth else i wanna type, n im gonna plae LaTale alr! =) snowyxspectre rawks alotalot! XD

2009-05-21T20:00:00.002+08:00

oh-my-... AHHHH y hasnt wenjie sent me the stupid geog thing yet!? hw on earth am i supposed 2 draw the stupid outline AND polish my boots in what - 2 n a half hrs max!? gdness so sian leh since all the tests were over i've been feeling as thou its the holidaes alr. nt dat im reallie wishing for the holidaes 2 arrive, cuz dat means -POP-, but its lyk tests n serious lessons all over alr, so y cant they giv us a rest abt projs!!??
-no offence if u kno who im talking abt, but i cant stand working with sme pple smtyms. i might nt be referring juz to projs... its so annoying n unbearable, ep if they dun do their share of the work n expect pple to do it for them. n i might nt even be the only one who thinks so abt those pple.-
so damn tired, n exhausted, n mentally worn out. physically nt yet, but dun ask me 2moro, cuz i think u shld alr kno the ans. obviously, i'd be dead after cca. waa venetia's going for jubilate!! =( i mean, its gd she's lyk supportive of our sch's performing arts pple, but she's abandoning me during drills!!!!!! i shall nt state the reason y cuz the wrong pple might read diz, but seriously, cca iz mre fun with venetia arnd.
aniwaex wenjie has sent me the stuff, so im gonna do my part of the proj nw. see cleaven? i havent given up yet, n im nt ever going to. >,<>
p.s. sry if whoever u r, iz confused abt what on earth i was crapping in diz post. dun wry, its real.

2009-05-20T19:40:00.005+08:00
i shld be doing math nw but im nt. too lazy to do... n it seems hard (hard enuuf 4 lynn 2 giv up on it?)... so im gonna chiong as much of it as possible 2nite n 2moro morn.
weilin: dat's evil!! >,< but actually i dun reallie care cuz diz blog iz mre for me 2 read than for othws to.
vanessa: erm... hahas i still think our taste in bks r diff. i lyk childish bks abt ancient stuff while u lyk modern murder stories. totally diff eras wor.
hmm i HATE art! i dislike art, i dread art lessons, i despise art as a subject! u can be sure im so gonna drop art nxt yr man. seriously, i think if u gav me a few wks n allow me 2 do my art pieces at hme i might juz be able to come up with smthing presentable. but if u rush me n ask me 2 so sme art abt smthing i am totally clueless abt n hav nvr even bothered to giv a 2nd look at, hw on earth do u wan me 2 even cme up with smthing - or anything at all!? im prob gonna fail art spectacularly diz yr la!
oh-my-... thre's lyk cca diz wk!! n its normal, full activity, comprising of the sme (n killer-lyk) pt n drills. dat means wenjie n valerie better hurry send me the geog info so dat i can do the stupid diagram asap! >cuz i still needa polish my boots n stuff<>
hmm ok dats all for nw i'll try to be gwai. for dat few secs i was cuz i planned a tymtable for the rest of the nite. but frm nw on im nt, cuz im gonna continue with my harry potter book marathon. no la nt reallie a marathon, juz rushing thru the whole series again for the sake of the fun it brings. =)
...<3snowyxspectre>

2009-05-19T21:15:00.005+08:00
since i saed i'll post mre, i will, even thou i've nth 2 post abt. juz posted on the class blog cuz it was really, really dead! i think im gonna edit it l8er 2 add in colour XD hahhas ok im so random 2dae weilin saed i was very talkative during jap (was i reallie?). dne with hme ec, left geog n hist projs. passed music n lit n jap speech. note the "passed". i cant believe i was so crazy 2 run lyk 6 rnds al2gether 2dae... at first cuz morn jog venetia wanted 2 run so i pei2 ta1. then l8er pe my "grp" was "supporting" jane, so venetia n i ran 3 rnds with her. i gt silver for napfa. alot of items gt d. n i kindda wanted 2 tke music as an o' lv subject! but i cant cuz my theory iz only grade 3. besides i think u needa still be taking practical music lessons. suan4 le4 i shld focus mre on math n sci. dunno what 2 type, nth 2 type le, depressed. <3

2009-05-18T16:42:00.014+08:00

im gonna post mre. i wun swear but promise, n its a gaurantee.
been reading blogs =) classmates', squadmates', ma'ams' n other frens. i realised dat i dun hav mani frens, few in sch n barely any outside, but wth la its nt exactly my fault rite? >,< >2 read blogs, seriously. can find out what pple actually think. *hinthint*. ahhhh so damn STRESSED! actually nt reallie. i dun reallie understand the meaning of stress. i've lyk ting xie n jap speech 2moro but totally havent prepared for any of them. too lethargic 2 even tke out the stupid pieces of paper. tang lao shi juz told me dat dae (aft showing me my lousy marks) dat she's disappointed with my ting xie marks. yea, i kno my last ting xie juz sucked n i reallie shld study else im gonna fail, but i juz dun feel lyk it n what's the point if i study n dun do well? no matter hw hard i study n hw well i do hre'll alwaes be pple who arent satisfied de la. (lyk in lady knight,) shld i tell them 2 stuff their wishfulness? i kno i hav diff tastes frm others which iz y i nvr asked pple 2 read tamora pierce. but whatever u sae n hwever u think, i couldnt care less. tamora pierce's bks still rawk. im so gonna fail the jap speech 2moro. i'll juz make up stuff abt rabbits along the way n pray dat it acually makes sense. XD
oh shoots gt morn jog n pe 2moro can i sae im gonna run 2.4 again, then dun run morn jog, then lied dat i ran morn jog n dun do 2.4? but then i'd be so bored. >,<>i'll chase melissa again. lyk last wk. but last wk cuz i reallie wanted 2 pass once n for all so i could 'tahan'... 2moro i might juz giv up halfway n fall asleep. at least i kno dat i've passed napfa n dunnid 2 worry so much abt it anymre! =)
-flames ignited, then snuffed-

2009-05-16T22:35:00.003+08:00
im seriously confused. its really
hard 2 explain too. evryone iz juz
blaming themselves and others n
evryone or anyone or nobody. ok
u probably dun get it, but then
again, u dont hav to. i realised
dat im nt very involved in anything.
i dun help much with any np stuff
(do i even help at all?) or even with
anything in class. pple dun usually
ask for my help, and im nt one 2
volunteer. its juz lyk dat, i guess.
wen 2 valerie's hse 2dae!~ seriously,
it was my first tym. i lyk her hse n
her fish tank! met with valerie
(obviously), genevieve (gengen-chan)
& wenjie (wenwen jiejie) 2 do the hme
ec experiments (towels) n discuss geog
(whre 2 position what n who 2 research
on which point). it was... alot of me
reading a storybk. sch's been stressful
with super many tests, n i've been
slacking too much! havent studied
ting xie and if i fail im gonna die.
ting xie iz reallie the only thing dat
can pull my marks up alr. but i alwaes
freak out n dunno hw 2 write evrything.
aniwaex i've been in a bad mood lately.
as i saed, im stressed out. my brain
could explode anytym and pple kip
annoying me. fri was crazy with 2 tests,
one supposed graded assignment (which
freaked me out but was postponed), n
drills theory. i juz wish thre was smone
i could tell evrything to and gimme
truthful comments. nitez... <3
-i'll juz cry myself to slp-

2009-05-11T17:01:00.004+08:00
diz blog's been dead for a long tym.
i read the tags but didnt bother 2
post sry XD finally gt the tym n
patience n mood 2 update alr! =)
hahas do anything aso nid tym n
patience n mood de ok! aso read the
blogs of all the pple who tagged n was
quite amused - but shall nt elaborate
nw. maybe another tym, if i ever rmb.
well, my b'dae came n wen past n nth
much has changed. juz dat im nw
officially old(er). im as tired, as moody,
and as bored as ever, even thou i've been
in a very bad mood for the past few daes.
drill test was bad. and bad is even an
understatement. i totally screwed up
evrything. i did lyk nearly evry drill
wrong and my uniform juz sucked.
& i juz kno i failed alr, so y do i even
bother 2 study 4 the theory part diz
wk?
mikki is sick. i kno he iz n i cant do
anything much abt it! ok in case u
were wondering abt my msn names
anywae, mikki n mirri r my parent's
birthday present 2 me. a pair of cute
lil' terrapins with shells abt the length
of ur lil' pinky. n mirri died within a
wk, while mikki's been pretty sick after
she died. he hasnt eaten and has lyk
sme lumps... abit lyk wen we hav chicken
pox, but its whitish instead of pink. oh
well...
grades tym! my grades r improving. well,
kindda. nt dat much but abit at a tym,
i guess. i failed jap ca2, which i reallie
did very badly for, so im nt gonna put
my grades. i think i deproved frm ca1.
latest grades r:
eng compre: 22/25,
eng summary: 16/25,
& chemistry: 12/15.
i kno my grades arent great, but 2 me
they're quite gd alr, so quit complaining.
oh yea and a big thank you to the pple
who rmb-ed my b'dae =) esp my parents
(who will nvr read diz, of course), jiejie,
rochelle, lynn, & joey, cuz they gav me
things i treasure alot and made my birthday
special. its in no particular order kies,
juz the order i think the syllabals sound
best. oh yea, and wenjie, who wished me
happy birthday b4 i wished her.
ok all diz iz so belated XD i juz cant believe
hw quickly tym flies. i've grown old and
the pple arnd me r aging. my bag has torn
and my file gets thicker evryday. and pop
iz approaching!! seriously, and no offence
2 anyone who thinks otherwise, im kindda
gonna miss the sec 4s. lyk vanessa alwaes
saes, we juz lurv 2 complain abt them too
much. most of them r nice, n activity wun
be as fun without them thre! pop aso muz
wear full u, n izzit juz me or do we seem 2
be wearing full u very often nwadaes? n the
worse thing iz, im in food comm again!
vanessa gt changed 2 games (cuz i think
they think she's too accident prone, which
she actually is quite). do i even look lyk i
can cook!? im lyk scared of fire la pls! y
food comm, of all the other comms i could
be in... >,<
another 2 wks of sch and 1 wk of
enrichment b4 the holidaes r finally
here! =) but the hols dun exactly seem
long enuff for all the stuff dat's gonna
tke place then. lib cip on the 3rd, 9th,
n 10th one june, n pop on the 5th. 25th,
26th june going for one-star kayaking,
pluz im thinking of having wkly lib trips
as well as finishing up toradora, shugo
chara (if the whole thing iz released alr)
n shakugan no shana. and i wanna watch
the fma brotherhood movies! ok dun
waste tym alr might not post for a long
tym!~ .................................................<3

2009-04-22T20:59:00.004+08:00
dajie! =) i kno u prob wun read
diz but HAPPI 21st B'DAE!! old
person alr muz be happier kies!

i juz realised dat the last tym
i posted was really long ago.
so its nt nw dat i've posted diz =)
bathing early, sleeping early,
studying harder, n completing
hmk early iz hard. too hard 2
accomplish. sch iz overcrowded
with tests, projects, & graded
assignments. life iz a chore. life
iz boring. life iz -no comment-.
stifle a yawn, cover a smile, shake
ur head, n carry on. what else
would u do? had 3 tests ytd,
none of which i properly studied
for. n guess what? no surprises,
im gonna fail all 3. diz yr juz sucks.

im failing all the subjects (esp
math n sci which r reallie imp!)
n wun get the subject combi i
wan... which im nt sure what dat
iz in the first place (as in what
subject combi i wan). gonna fail
napfa, but havent died during
cca yet. XD hope unit dae iz fun
n doesnt involve alot of running!
3rd class (or izzit grade?) drill
test iz in 2 wks tym!! so gonna fail
wor. n i bet i gt the lowest in the
squad for safety first test... i juz
kno it.

been having mre n mre hmk (i
think, cuz i havent been writing
anything in my diary at all), but
becoming mre n mre lethargic!
i juz dun feel lyk doing any hmk,
dun feel lyk studying, dun feel lyk
doing anything at hme but eating,
sleeping, resting, n playing. =(

seriously? im lyk addicted 2 the
comp alr. its lyk... so useful! i
can use it 4 hmk (which i seldom
do btw), or watching anime (e.g.
shugo chara, toradora, shakugan
no shana!), or reading manga (nw
onli gakuen alice), or chatting (e.g.
iz msn counted? if nt thre's chatango,
n facebk), or playing games (LaTale
rawks! but snowyxspectre still lv 20).
i use the comp lyk nearly evrydae nw,
juz cant survive without it for a wk.

kies shall go eat a donut n try 2 cram
abit of chem in2 diz dumb brain nw.
..........................................................<3

2009-04-11T14:02:00.009+08:00
i've decided dat diz font iz too small.

cool i didnt kno yiteng tkes jap too
XD hahaas jap iz nice! ...the language
iz aniwaex. mama's b'dae 2moro!

HAPPI BIRTHDAE MAMA!!
(even thou i kno u'll nvr read diz).
i feel quite bad im doind cip 2moro
too! but its nt my fault they didnt
hav slots at yishun lib 2dae ma! n
i reallie nid cip hrs. n i 4gt dat its
mama's birthdae.

yay no np activity nxt wk! nearly
evryone (except 2 pple i think)
going ap 2 support ... or smthing.
hahas yea zong3 zhi1 no np activity.
but muz wear full u... =( nt gonna
polish my boots cuz sure tio ruined
de. 4 sme weird reason, i alwaes dun
wanna go 4 cca wen thre iz, but once
thre isnt (lyk diz wk) i realliereallie
miss activity! i actually dun mind cca
2dae de wor! stae at hme aso so sian.

i lyk sitting with my new partner lynn! =)
but im reallie dying in sch. all my grades
r dropping lyk crazy! n they were lousy
enuff 2 start with too... =( pls pray dat
i wont die worse than i alr am dead.
pls...........................................<3

so frm nw on all my posts will be in dat
size, i think.

2009-04-05T13:45:00.002+08:00
cca on fri was quite fun XD hahas
pt was... nt dat hard, but veriveri
itchy! i think 4 unit pt evryone shld
do 2gether. mre fair wor! while
doing... planks i think, i was watching
diz super cute grasshopper. it was lyk
tiny but a veri nice shade of green.
hahas ok i siao le. l8er they gav us
mre tym 2 go wash our hands n let
us put aloe vera gel, but it was still
super itchy. ok my hands were nt
so itchy after washing, but i put aloe
vera gel aniwaex. but still gt rashes
after dat lorh. esp at the bac of my
knees, for sme reason. drills was quite
........... hahas i didnt reallie get most
of it. i hav lyk reallie slow reaction,
so lyk after they sae the command,
esp those while we're marching, i get
lyk reallie luan then juz anyhw do. i
totally cant do behanti (or hwever u
spell it la). juz bleahbleah then bang
ur right leg dwn with ur right hand
can alr. sounds easy enuff but iz so
hard 2 do fast! esp wen its hot n u're
itchy n falling asleep. wlm saed she'd
giv us the form for the police heritage
-whatever it iz- thing but she still havent!
>,< if she doesnt giv 2moro im gonna
ask vanessa n melissa 2 help me ask
her alr. if she doesnt hav it then i dunno
hw alr =X shld i even tell the sensei dat
im gonna miss classes!? l8er she yakyakyak
(no offence) then i dunno what she
talking abt hw? or shld i juz sms 2
check with her?
im kindda addicted 2 LaTale nw hahas
its realliereallie fun n i can lv within a
few hrs! but im jealous la rochelle plae
less than me still can lv faster. XD jkjk.
oh yea i dwnloaded skype on diz comp
alr. if u use it too add miinhuii. =)

2009-04-01T16:34:00.002+08:00
my life sucks, juz lyk a vacuum cleaner.
hahas the person who came up with
dat's a genius. of course, obviously,
its nt me. cuz my evrything sucks. failed
my math n sci papers taken last term
but gt bac diz term. super disappointed
with my latest eng compre marks. i think
im gonna fail geog diz fri. my quite-slack
schedule:
fri (3/4): geog test on agriculture.
wed (8/4): sci proj deadline.
thurs (9/4): ipw meeting.
sat (12/4): yishun lib cip with lynn
mon (13/4): e. lit essay deadline
fri (17/4): math test (chap 3 & 4)
surely thre's mre 2 add de...but nt yet.
i dun feel lyk studying anything, cuz it
onli makes me stupid-er. ... ... ... ...<3

2009-03-28T15:14:00.004+08:00
most blogs nwdaes r kindda dead...
including mine XD hahas nth much
goin on ma... juz sch, sch, n mre sch
stuff. ytd's cca was lyk muster parade
(i gt promoted! but actually i think
i shldnt hav), safety first test, pt, then
squad interaction. muster parade i
screwed up big tym, test i most probably
failed alr, but pt wasnt dat bad. ok it
was quite bad as in had 2 sit against
the wall very long then run after dat...
made my legs feel lyk breaking, but it
wasnt datdatdat bad la. i've no mood
2 do any jap hmk anymre, cuz evrything
ends up wrong. =( wish me luck for geog!
.......................................................<3

2009-03-19T20:39:00.002+08:00
i dunno what 2 sae abt jtc alr!~
hahas it was fun but tiring la.
alot of tym 2 bond with pple if
u're nt too tired i guess. dun feel
lyk elaborating on anything nw.
still quite tired n sleepy. aniwaex
SANA course ytd was quite ok
too. no better wae 2 describe it
alr =) i think it was quite enriching...
as in i learnt alot abt drugs n stuff,
even thou im probably gonna forget
the stuff dat i havent alr forgotten
alr very soon. i nid 5 pple to help
me do the on9 thing! those pple
cnt hav gone 4 the course b4 or
helped other pple do b4 de... anyone
wans 2 be nice? XD wen bishan lib
2dae, supposedly to do ipw, but i
think i didnt reallie help much.
sry!! at first i tried 2 do chi hmk,
then started reading storybk. . .
so i didnt reallie help but i think
we did do smthing 2gether at least
la huh? =) rochelle n tiff loh prob
coming over 2 my hse 2moro...
hope we can get sme work dne =)
hmk to complete: eng speech,
memorize macbeth lines, chi 40
words de meanings, chi ws, chi
yue4 du2 ji2 cheng2 (3 mre to go!),
hist research, n jap. super alot i kno,
but i cant reallie help it rite? stupid
chi has so much hmk smmre! will try
2 finish the jtc reflection thingy n
find a person 2 research on 2nite. <3

2009-03-17T10:26:00.004+08:00
jtc was tiring. im serious. most pple gt
hurt in one wae or another? i've gt 3
bruises, 2 grazes, n alot of rashes. my
grp was Licentia, pple in it r litong,
amy, jingting, melissa, charmaine n
shuna. here's roughly what happened
i guess =) first dae woke up at 6am
+/-, then camp started with us taking
too long to do smthing n getting punished.
=X vanessa tripped and fell on a knife n
had 2 go 2 the hospital. then pt, topo
n mre pt. for topo tiffany n sophia
joined my grp. then peiling & lixin
& sylvia (ma'ams) came with us. it was
quite fun lar. lunch n dinner was maggi
mee frm mess tins with canned food (what
else?). then sme team-building games
or smthing, then sing-along. lights-
out was at 11.45pm i think, n my grp
sentry duty was at 2am-3am. barley for
sentry duty. hahas will continue 2moro
or l8er ba. gonna plae latale, then hav
lunch, then go rochelle's hse after lunch
till after dinner. the holidays are supposed
to be the time to relax.......................<3

2009-03-09T22:04:00.002+08:00
olivia: =) hahas uhh yea kimberly
n hannah both quitted alr! =( quite
sad nw so few of us frm the various
schs n so many pple frm dunman
high. hmmz i lyk being cold 2 strangers
cuz its fun! its so hard 2 be cold in
real life but so easy 2 be cold on9,
esp if u dunno dat person at all. lyk
u said, its mostly, actually onli,
toward strangers. XD

EOYS?OMG: hahas apparently u've
been checking my blog 2 see if i've
replied 2 ur tags pretty often huh.
seriously -.-''

im tired, exhausted, n nt gonna waste
anymre tym than i havta here, but i've
4 tests diz wk n im grumpy enuff 2
wanna post 2 let evryone n anyone
who reads diz kno. nw im nt making
sense. hahas seriously, my head could
burst with all its supposed 2 hold!
hmmz jtc diz wkend!~ wish me luck,
dat i dun die a premature death! hahas
jkjk first official a1 (eng!~) ............<3

2009-03-07T15:11:00.002+08:00
to opps?: (which i think means
oops but spelled wrongly), uhh
ok thx but the only exams i tke
in the whole yr r EOYs?

aniwaex been reallie bz dee few
daes =X so mani tests n quizzes
n so much 2 study n memorize!
i think nxt yr im gonna die alr.
my math n sci can fail de lar!
so far here r the grades i'll prob
get ( i think):
hist: A2
art: B3
lit: B4
chi: C6
sci: D7
sighz n math n sci gt double
weightage smmre! i think math
i didnt do much better than sci...
ok tym 2 change the topic XD jtc
pre-camp ytd!~ so tiring... actually
the pt wasnt exactly dat bad, it was
juz veri, VERI hot. lyk wen we were
jogging could feel the heat radiating
frm the grnd thru the soles of my
shoes! became a roasted pig wen we
did stretching stuff lar! n i kept running
wrongly during the whatwasit-side
running. the one with the medicine
ball. my jtc grp comprises of litong
(COS), amy(IC), charmaine(AIC),
melissa, jingting, shuna, n miie!
hahas charmaine n shuna r sec 1s.
charmaine's name iz super long lar
(no offence 2 her or anyone who
doesnt think so...), its lyk charmaine
chrisandra lee xin hua. my grp iz grp
L, L for licentia (freedom in latin),
courtesy of litong's brain. hahas
hope i dun die during jtc~...........<3

2009-03-02T18:14:00.003+08:00
stranger: (if u ever read diz,)
nice name, but ur rl name mite
be better -.-'' hahas ok i 4gt 2
sae dat it was a unit cip rite?
yea the whole st nicks np unit
did the flag dae 2gether. &
"juz happened"? hahas hmmz
nopes thx i dun add pple i dun
reallie kno on msn, esp boys?
btw, we're nt chijs -.-'' we're
nt convents, much less schs~
seriously, st nick's pple would
do fine. ------------------------

aniwaex snowyxspectre (my
LaTale char, if u didnt alr kno),
iz finally lv 12! ^^ super happi
hahas sch's been terrible n all
but i'l live thru it all with a big
smile cuz dats what i wanna do.
bz, tired, n nt gonna waste
anymre tym than i havta 2dae,
so ciao 4 nw!~ .....................<3

2009-02-28T13:42:00.003+08:00
games dae ytd...i have no comments
on. push-ball (playing soccer with a
huge red ball more than twice ur
height) and floorball were the onli
games, so nt exactly alot of pple get
2 plae. but aniwaex mani pple gt hurt
n all n we didnt win anything but we
had fun lar. i think i did aniwaex. flag
dae diz morn till 11+am... quite tiring
n was one-third-asleep? sounded lyk a
broken recorder seriously ("'scuse me,
would u lyk 2 mke a donation?") a few
hundred tyms, then gt a few stickers 4
myself as souvenirs.we gt our tins n
stickers at bishan, then wen 2 amk onli
2 findout dat thre were mani other pple
frm other schs thre alr, then wen bradell
(or izzit braddell?), but too deserted, then
wen bac 2 bishan, whre we bugged the
pple at the mrt n bus-stop. i dun wanna
offend anyone, so im nt gonna go in2
details. n im reallie tired nw! borrowed
circle opens quartet by tamora pierce
again, as well as the amber spyglass, the
last bk of the his dark materials series.
even saw gu dian n chelsea in the lib! XD
hahas ok im nt making sense... but then
again i dunnid 2... OMG JULIANA I DUN
LYK U ALR Y DID U QUIT JAP!? n olivia...
n kimberly(iz dat hw u spell it?)... n
hannah soon after... y u all all quit!?
tsks n sighz n nitez~ .........................<3

2009-02-22T15:49:00.003+08:00
been posting less & less, n
gonna post even lesser nw.
hahas been wasting tym n
currently wasting mre tym ><
oh i failed the sci test!!! sigh
nvrmind super disappointed
with myself. aniwaex cca on
fri was quite fun XD ok PT
kindda sucked. we did planks
for so long for so mani tyms
dat im achy all over nw. n iz
seriously veri pain kaez. my
arms hurt, shoulder thre hurts,
tummy hurts, esp wen i bend
over too much or laugh or sneeze,
feet hurts too! evrywhre achy,
all over! but backwoodsman
was fun! sigh ytd wen sci centre.
nt as fun as i'd hav expected it 2
be? lyk veri lil' practical n alot of
theory stuff. jap ca1 diz comin'
tues. i juz havta pass. havta,
seriously. shit lar geog hmk due
2moro latest b4 assembly n i 4gt
2 bring it hme 2 do. do i suck or
what. .................................<3

2009-02-11T20:00:00.003+08:00
im so tired. of school, of work,
of life. i hate hmk. i hate sch. n
smtyms i hate myself alot too.
its so tiring to be human. u cant
even control ur life. wen u're in
pri or sec sch, u havta wake up
early evry mon - fri, reach sch
arnd 7am, hav at least 6 hrs of
lessons evry weekdae morn, go
2 sch past noon, n hav lots of
hmk 2 do. u aso hav 2 put up
with teachers' black faces n
mood swings, as well as their
stupid temperaments etc. ok
i kno dat i was playful during
cme but i reallie couldnt help
it. n i didnt fall asleep during
math on purpose. i was juz veri
tired n my eyelids kept drooping.
n it was his fault 4 nt noticing
dat i was falling asleep earlier
aniwaex. ok enuff of dat it mkes
me fume juz thinking abt it. n nw
so mani teachers think im naughty.
well dats me n i lyk the wae i am
perfectly well so dun they dare try
2 change me. anywae i hate math
n i hate sci n i hate chi. i reallie nid
a mth teacher who iz lyk interesting
n actively involves pple in his/her
class? n who can explain things clearly.
n i nid a sci teacher who's reallie patient.
n interesting enuff 2 kip me awake. as
far as i kno, math n sci r my worst
subjects. im bad at chi but dat cant
be helped cuz u cant study chi. n i
suck at geog but i dunno lar geog iz
alot of memorizing by urself rite? yea
im tired gonna finish math then slp
alr nitez. ..................................<3

2009-02-08T11:15:00.002+08:00
fell kindda sick on fri. couldnt
wake up, gt a bad hair dae, n
dun wanna elaborate alr. aniwaex
i did the 3 stupid tests, n i think
i failed evry single one. but aniwaex
didnt go 4 cca n wen 2 see a doc.
hmk left : geog poster thingy (i
reallie dunno what 2 do n my art
sucks cant they lyk giv a sample
poster!?) n jap compo. i've been
crying too much lately, seriously.
but it juz makes me feel lyk a bigger
idiot than i alr think i am n im still
getting mre n mre stressed ea dae.
who isnt? im super scared i do veri
badly diz yr n cant get the subject
combis i wanna tke. n dun ask me
what i wanna tke. cuz i dun kno.
prob B2 or B3 if i can, or i dun mind
C1a or C1b. still thinking if i shld
continue jap. probably not, but if i
pass. . . as in lyk C and abv, i might
juz tke nxt yr. LaTale iz fun, seriously,
tell me if u plae (except rochelle n
shiori of course), n maybe we could
plae 2gether smtym. then i'd get all
hyper n u'd get irritated. XD jkjk new
long wk ahead, n im nt looking 4ward
2 the tests or cca. nt dat i've much of
a choice. ......................................<3

2009-02-04T21:37:00.002+08:00
shall keep diz short cuz im tired
n in a rush? =) aniwaex havent
exactly been following my tymtable
XD hahas umm lv in LaTale alr i
wanna hurry lv 10! sch 2moro shld
be tiring but fun i guess. im starting
2 hate art. super rush!! art n hme ec
on the same dae = exhausted n
irritated n irritable me. i'll prob fall
asleep in assembly 2moro again. cut
short here nw eng compre test 2moro!
...~..............................................<3

2009-01-31T10:31:00.003+08:00
thx: gwee n synyin n rochelle 4
tagging =) synyin: relinked awhile
ago, gwee: hahas thx but i think
i fell asleep in her class b4? =X
u're mre dao3 mei2 ba u hav her
as ft. XD so gonna die 2moro. super
alot of last min hmk 2 rush. too
lazy 2 do geog forum n research!!!
sigh stupid me. aniwaex since i've
nth else 2 type here's the rough
outlyn of the tymtable 4 2dae. of
course, i might juz giv up keeping
2 it halfwae. =) after diz, i'll do:
~geog forum
~design one geog poster
~lunch
~a few eps of shugo chara
(hav i said dat im rewatching
the whole series even thou its
nt finished? the eps cme out
too slowly lar)
~last math ws (the one with
manymany ques on both sides
of the paper)
~plae LaTale (wanna lv up to 9!)
~maybe swim or plae violin
~dinner (sure hope its gd =X)
~mre LaTale-ing (hehes quite
addictive? but fun!!)
~read storybk (the same one
i read last mnth, n throughout
the whle hols. 2nd bk of circle
of magic quartet by tamora pierce)
~ slp lyk a pig! (if i can wor).
hmmz diz iz getting quite long.
aniwaex shall study ting1 xie3 2moro,
do math txtbk ques 2moro, n see if
thre's any tym 2 squeeze in jap hmk
2dae. maybe i'll replace shugo chara
with jap e-learning. =( see hw ba.
tatas! ........................................<3

2009-01-29T20:56:00.002+08:00
hmmz i havent posted 4 awhile!
expect me not to okies bloggie.
nw i've reallie gne crazy =P im
becoming mre n mre childish
nwadaes la... but i lyk 2 smile, n i
dun ever wanna grow up! =) but
no matter what happens in life, no
matter what's thrown awae n what's
gained, i'll alwaes hav mani precious
memories! ~ 2dae was quite fun, but
super uneventful. what do u expect?
sec 2 life sucks, seriously. tests evry
other dae, boring lessons n teachers
who barely teach anything worth knowing.
what's new? =) woke up early 4 a sch
holidae(in case u didnt alr kno, 2dae iz
stnick's special sch holidae!), abt 10am?
wen 2 lib 2 do sci proj, but we ended up
doing math hmk 2gether instead. we =
shiori-chan(zoey), rynnie-chan(lynn),
valerie, n me! =) borrowed 6 bks, cuz
muz mke use of the remaining 2 days of
double loan quota! =P jkjk then reached
hme abt 4 pluz liddat, played LaTale
(smthing lyk maple, but with cuter monsters),
then had dinner. then after dinner iz nw
alr. i dun lyk sch, esp mons, tues, weds,
thurs n fri, cuz mon veri hard 2 wake up,
tues gt morn jog followed by pe, wed iz
very boring, thurs iz very tiring (art n
hme ec), thurs iz boring lyk wed, n fri gt
hist n geogn cca. detailed enuff explanation?
=) np sec 1 welcome party 2moro! hope
2moro will be mre fun then i expect it 2
be! ........................................................<3

2009-01-24T15:00:00.003+08:00
haiz i was kindda doing a lil' spring
cleaning on9 2dae so i deleted sme
links 2 sme pple's blogs. i removed
those blogs dat i dun reallie read =X
so even thou i kno nobody's gonna read
diz(its for the sake of typing smthing
kay), if i deleted ur blog n u wan me 2
link u bac, juz tell me at the tagboard
or smthing =) i hate growing up, n i hate
change. sec 2 iz one crazy yr. seriously.
hmk(PLS tell me if i missed out anything!):
lit graded assignment(poem), 2 (chi) yue4
du2 ji3 cheng2, geog forum posting(oh no
i didnt bring hme my geog txtbk! but do
we even nid it?), geog graded assignment
(the designing of posters), n alot of studying.
=( hmmmz tests comin up(tell me if i miss
anything out here too!): math mock test on
28/1, lit unseen poetry test on 30/1, ting1
xie3 test on 4/2, & hist(open bk), geog, n
math tests on 6/2. too lazy to type out the
following wk's schedules. so uhh yea u get
hw chaotically crazy n buzy sec 2 life iz.
lunar new yr on mon n tues so no sch! =)
sesame seeds (fried or roasted) rawk. n i
might juz hav a sore throat on wed. happy
lunar new year of the ox! ................<3

2009-01-20T20:14:00.003+08:00
tired. very tired. too tired.
far too tired alr. hahas i was
so tired dat i even fell asleep
during e-lit 2dae! XD tuesdaes
r so exhausting. all i wanna do
nw iz go n slp. i miss my bed
alot wen im in sch u kno. aniwaex
read the first bk of vampire knight.
the story outlyn iz kindda cool!
the manga iz quite nice but abit
of prob differentiating the chars.
yay rochelle's coming 2 my hse
again 2moro! =) i lyk doing work
with frenz but i dun lyk staeing in
sch too late. hope we hav tym 2
swim 2gether n plae violin 2gether
2moro! =) i hope 2moro will be filled
with fun cuz i lyk wednesdaes alot.
&.........................................<3

2009-01-19T16:43:00.002+08:00
hahas 2dae was so boring. juz
an average teenage girl's scholdae
life. at least thre isnt alot of hmk.
hmmz currently doing sme research
on the sci proj dat my grp iz (prob)
gonna do! hinthint: its smthing 2 do
with plastics. i lyk our topic alot!
hehes i juz find it quite interesting
wor. gonna start on the vampire knight
manga soon. . . no offence to whoever
doesnt think so, but it looks quite
confusing =X aniwaex hol as a
reward for the gd o' lvl results iz on
29jan i think. yayz! hahas oh yea gt
bac math portfolio paper(number
sequences de) 2dae. i did REALLIE
reallie badly ok. im serious. my marks
r very lousy! resolution for diz yr: to be
mre gwai then i was last year. to work
hard, but to plae harder. tolive life to
the fullest. to hav fun! =) ok o hav alot
alot of resolutions but i can nvr list all
of them out n i doubt i will be able to
reallie keep 2 most of them. shall
concentrate (or try 2) nw! ...............<3

2009-01-16T20:42:00.002+08:00
i am nvr gonna be totally gwai.
do u kno hw hard it iz!? try saving
electricity (by nt turning on the
fan or air con till after 10pm),
using the comp only for absolutely
necessary matters, n doing ur hmk
before doing anything else(except
lunch-ing n bathing), n eating
healthy foods only, n yea la alot of
stuff too much 2 list out. aniwaex
2day's activity was quite fun la. at
least i didnt die. but i stank wen i
gt hme! dills was funn! mre fun than
it has been in a longlong tym wor!
but i lost my water bottle dat has
only been mine for lyk... 2 wks or so!
still super sad! shall try 2 look 4 it on
mon! dats all ba shall go colour sme
cny decos 4 my class le! .............. <3

2009-01-12T17:23:00.004+08:00
its reallie hard nt 2 giv into
tempation. i hav. hahas its
hard 2 turn on the comp n
login 2 msn n do u hmk in
frnt of the comp. its reallie
hard nt 2 use the internet 2
read other pple's blogs or post
on ur own blog. =) aniwaex im
trying 2 be as gwai as possible
for diz whole wk, which means
no playing of comp games, no
excessive use of the computer,
less tidbits n snacks, less reading
of storybks n manga, n no watching
of anime. oh n paying mre attention
in class, n trying nt 2 leave my hmk
till the last minute. dats abt all. but
its reallie hard ok! i dun think i can
last the whole wk. =X i cant nt hav
anything in my mouth for too long,
which iz y if i dun snack i'll bite my
fingernails, n i'd much rather snack
then bite my fingernails. ok i'll try 2
kip diz as short as possible hahas.
=) zuo4 wen2 kao3 cha2 2day was
quite hard. i didnt reallie understand
the topic, n i didnt kno hw 2 put my
ideas in2 words. i juz crapped smthing.
well what's dne iz dne i hope i can
survive thru the wk! shall go read ouran
high sch host club bk 4 nw (lent 2 me by
lynn-ie!), followed by a princess diaries
bk(borrowed frm the lib ytd), n after
dinner i shall concentrate on my hmk.
no mre distractions!!.....................<3

2009-01-11T21:51:00.002+08:00
fri n sat were so buzy n tiring
dat im nt gonna type evrything
abt it. i doubt i could even if i
wanted 2. basically fri was preparing
4 the sec 1 orientation camp
campfire. juz lyk carrying things
here n thre n all. collected a few
scratches on my arm. then sat
was mre carrying stuff. diz tym i
earned a cut on the little finger on
my left hand. oh n we cooked food.
chicken in onion(nt bad...considered
the best dish la), egg in orange
(seriously quite horrid. nearly evryone
agress), n pizza bread(bread with
pasta sauce n cheese sausage). i think
most of the pizza bread was eaten by
us, but we mostly only ate the burnt
till quite black ones. hahas n i gt sunburnt!!
aniwaex rochelle cme 2 my hse after
cca fair on fri. we stayed in the pool
for abt 2hrs++ or smthing, but it was
fun! =) i dun reallie hav anything much
2 type la. i'll try 2 be as gwai as possible
4 the nxt whole wk. trial session ba.
i needa study mre n use the comp less.
nitez alr! ..................................<3

2009-01-06T23:13:00.004+08:00
2nd day of sch n im exhausted
alr! hahas uhh thre's a 2P class
blog alr the skin iz vvv nice! =)
hmm met nearly all my teachers
alr. . . correction : eng teacher
isnt mrs maria sng - its ms mohanna
(iz dat hw u spell it?), but aniwaex
i think mrs sng might be a lil' better
maybe. but nvrminds. started jap
lessons 2ae too. . . new teacher iz
quite nice but i think her eng iz abit
weird hahas lesson was quite ok i guess.
gt hmk alr!! hmk : math wss, eng vocab
stuff (checking on9 dictionary nw), n
sme jap xi2 zi4 etc. super tired alr could
fall asleep here n nw ><>
morn jog, then pe, then boring math, n
even mre boring malay. oh n home ec bk
iz sold out!! eeyer zen3 me4 ban4 la!! shall
go chiong eng vocab stuff nw would be glad
2 last thru 2moro awake. i hope things turn
out early then the end, cuz things always
change once the change b4 has settled. ~<3

2009-01-03T18:24:00.002+08:00
bac 2 sch ytd was tiring, but
generally ok. im a 2 puritian
nw, n my form teacher iz ms
(molly) leong choon fah( she's
teaching the class bio i think).
she's odd n i dun think she's
very nice =X she re-arranged
our seating positions so im nw
sitting with siow pin frm 1U.
we're sitting lyk in frnt, rite in
frnt of the teacher's table!! i
hate sitting in the frnt row >,<
ms (sharon) law will be teaching
hist again diz yr, n mrs (maria)
sng will be teaching eng(i think).
i cant reallie rmb alot of pple's
names, but nvrmind la huh. =)
hahas diz morn's activity was
quite slack. muster parade was
reallie short, n they didnt even
check uniform! grats 2 qijun, yijing,
yingyi n amy 4 gettin' promoted! =)
orientation prep was juz sitting arnd,
glue-ing stuff, checking stuff, n
brainstorming. n i gt superglue on
my fingers. but it was still quite slack.
=) had horfun 4 lunch, read a lil', slept
for a few hrs, then bathed n am typing
diz nw. lessons officially start on mon!
heavy sch bag on dat day! hav a happy
bac 2 sch! ............................<3

2009-01-01T00:35:00.002+08:00
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
welcome 2009! actually,
im nt exactly happy that
the new year has started.
im kindda sad. the old year
was eventful n fun. n i'll miss
it alot. but its too late to look
bac nw cuz evrything in dat
yr's more or less over alr. but
nvrtheless im thankful for the
new things i've learnt n the
new frens i've made. im actually
pretty scared abt what'll be in
the coming year. i used to be
happy over the starting of brand
new years, wen what happened
would be exciting n refreshing
n evrything. as far as i can rmb,
last yr i think i was quite happy
abt the new year, cuz i was looking
4ward 2 a new sch, with new frens
n evrything, whre what i did in pri
sch wasnt important, n grades didnt
reallie matter at first. in 2008, i've
gt a new sch, new class, new cca......
i've had many experiences surrounded
by many new faces, but i was actually
excited. in 2009, i've be in a new class
again, but with evrything else pretty
much the same, im actually freaking
out. what iz wrong with me!? my cca'll
be the same (of course rite) n thre'll be
many familiar faces in my new class.
my jap class aso has most of the pple i
sat with in my previous jap class, so i'll
be surrounded by the same faces too! but
im still worried that i'll fail smthing in
sch, or nt be able 2 cope with a 3rd lang
or smthing. basically, im afraid abt what
2009 holds... ... im afraid of what being a
sec 2 would be lyk. well thre's nth i can do
but hope, so in diz new year, lemme face
the challenges bravely, n stae healthy n
happy always! =) i've finished ouran high
school host club alr! i rushed thru but the
ending was kindda disappointing. but the
anime series itself iz real nice! plus its short
=) bbq with my family 2moro! happy new
year once again! ...............................<3

2008-12-31T12:17:00.002+08:00
waaaa sch's gonna start in 2
days tym!!! gosh dats so super
duper soon alr! will try 2 watch
as much ouran high sch host
club n hav as much un as possible
b4 sch starts. =) having bbq
2moro! i think it'll be fun. hmm
the only thing dat's spoiling diz
wk iz cca on fri. but nvrmind cuz
its only orientation prep n thre
wont be drills. =) i hope nxt yr
will be alright. i hope thre wun
be too much hmk or projects or
stress. but then again, i can hope
all i wan, but dat doesnt mean
dat the things i hope 4 will happen.
>,<>
n may the new yr ahead pass as
smoothly as possible! .................<3

2008-12-29T13:38:00.003+08:00
yay i changed my blogskin.
actually, valerie helped me
do it! =) thx alot val!
its surprising hw lil' i posted
diz hols. seriously. hahas
started watching ouran high
school host club last night.
recommended by valerie n
backed up by an on9 anime
chat. i highly recommend it
too! super hilarious. watched
avatar (the legend of Aang)
with my father n big sis last
night too! (= as in on the comp
cuz my sister has it in a thumb-
drive. sch's starting in 4 mre
days! im totally nt prepared.
.............................................<3

2008-12-28T21:29:00.002+08:00
sch's gonna start in 5 days.
seriously, dats wayyy too
soon!!! ahh sigh i hav absolutely
no mood 2 go bac 2 sch. i wish
dat diz hols could continue for
another month or mre at least.
then i could read all i wanna,
watch all the anime i wanna
until my eyes' degree go up. if
they havent alr gone way up.
hahas actually im sorta looking
4ward 2 going bac 2 sch aso.
even thou dat means no mre
slacking arnd at hme, it'd be fun
2 go bac 2 sch n be with mre pple
my own age again. i wanna mke
many new frens n learn many new
things (dat im interested in) nxt
yr. but im totally NOT looking
forward 2 the truckloads of hmk n
tests n stress. talking abt stress, i
wonder if nxt yr'd jap classes will
mke me very stressed. im gonna
quit jap at the end of nxt yr aniwaex.
thou i might nt last until then. i dun
understand why jap classes muz b
cut dwn to once a wk! they shld reallie
let those who wanna go once go once
n let those who wanna go twice go twice.
cuz lyk if lessons r once a wk (n they r)
we havta do e-learning at hme which i
hate. n i dun think i learn anything much
frm e-learning. plus its real hard 2 type
jap on the comps at hme too! n the worse
thing (2 me at least) iz dat lunch break iz
gonna be cut until its super short! diz yr i
did all my jap hmk at the moelc b4 lessons
during my free tym at lunch break, but nxt
yr i'll havta do the jap hmk at hme during
my own free tym! scully taking jap has
become so troublesome n such a great
commitment. the new sch year iz coming
too close too fast, n i hope i dun freak out
too much! (looking 4ward 2 seeing all my
frens again nxt yr!)..............................<3

2008-12-26T20:01:00.003+08:00
i havent posted for soooo long!
hahas 2008 iz drawing to a close
alr n 2009 iz approaching! class
allocation came out 2day n im in
2Purity! (= same class as lynn,
jiawen, ruiyi, serene, gelivia n
valerie frm 1P, n venetia, vanessa,
melissa n jeraldine frm my squad!
i dun wanna grow up so fast smtyms...
i wanna remain a kid 4eva...
i wanna stay sec 1..........................<3

2008-12-19T14:16:00.005+08:00
i've been reallie lazy lately so
i havent posted abt my cruise
trip yet! (= hahas kies i was on
' The Legend Of The Seas' cruise
ship on 9th dec arnd 4pm till
12th dec 8am. it was quite fun
and made me feel very lazy
hahas. lyk tymtable for the day:
wake up, eat, do whatever u wan,
eat, do whatever u wan again,
eat, den go 2 slp again. hahas
watched a few movies... 'the
devil wears prada' on the 2nd
night n 'dreamgirls' on the 3rd
day afternn. watched the begin-
ing of '(the) phantom of the
opera' too, but gave up n wen
bac 2 my rm 2 read a bk instead
=) there were scheduled perform-
nces evry night n activities all
day all over the ship but we
didnt reallie go. um i cant rmb
the name of the first night's
performance but it was reallie
nice. alot of song n dance by diz
grp of 10 dancers(part of the
ship's crew) and the ship's own
(mini) orchestra. 2nd night was
supposed to hav an acrobatic act
but thre were 2 seatings n we
were in the 2nd seating, so we
would watch the 2nd show, n it
juz so happened dat one of the
main acrobats injured herself
during the first show. so they
played ' the devil wears prada'
instead. the show was nice =)
2nd day early afternn after lunch
they played '(the) phantom of the
opera', but yea i didnt wanna watch.
den late afternn they played 'dream-
irls'. the show was real nice too!
hahas i nearly cried. he 3rd day
after dinner the same dancers n
musicians frm the first night's
performance did another item.
diz tym i rmb it was called 'absolutely
fab'=)all the movies n performances
were at the theatre la. . . or sme sort
of auditorium =). i ate lots of tidbits,
slept alot, n read alot. the hols r gonna
end soon, n i still havent finished the
hmk assigned. i dun think i'll finish
the hmk anytym soon thou. nt today,
or 2moro, or anytym diz wk. (btw
valerie did u change ur url or did u
delete ur blog?)..........................<3

2008-12-05T13:30:00.003+08:00
this iz my blog's 62nd post!
(= hmm nobody's tagging,
but dat doesnt really matter,
does it? i mite be going on a
cruise on 9th dec! hahas been
keeping bz while getting stuck
on the internet. i spend an ave
of abt 8 hrs on the internet
evryday reading manga or
watching anime or smthing.
depends on my mood. gonna
do cip with lucia at woodlands
lib l8er! get pple 2 write msgs
on sme balls 4 sme marina
countdwn. 4 cip hrs! (= hope i
rmb 2 bring my cip form hahas.
hav fun! .............................<3
-------------------------------------
hahas ok so the cip iz over. n its
abt 10pm at nite nw. waiting 4
my gakuen alice episodes 2 load.
yupps im rewatching the whole
series again cuz im kindda bored
with nth better 2 do. cip with
lucia was tiring but quite fun. (=
i took mrt by myself 4 the first tym
ever! frm woodlands mrt to amk mrt,
whether my father picked me up.
hahas n the cruise trip iz comfirmed!
im leaving on 9th dec, which iz nxt
tues, at 9pm, n coming bac on 12th
dec at 7am. short but sweet trip which
im sure will be full of fun n laughter. <3

2008-11-29T20:34:00.002+08:00
diz iz really weird... wen i dun
post i dun post 4 abt a wk or
mre, but once i post i post lyk
twice a day!? (= hahas well iz
juz cuz i hav smthing 2 post
abt aniwaex. guess what? my
rm juz had a makeover! those
who hav been 2 my wonderful
room b4 will kno dat thre's
was a neat lil'(well pretty big
actually) clarinova in my rm,
which obviously isnt thre anymre.
notice i said thre was. n replacing
dat clarinova which i was so
accostomed 2 seeing once i entered
my rm iz diz. well de comp n the
desk (which was in the study b4)
on which it iz placed n the printers
n the whole mess of wires dat cme
along with it. hahas so yea my room
kindda feels pretty strange nw, lyk
its been changed alot n too much.
when actually only smthing has
been moved out n smthing else
moved in to tke its place. note
dat i used smthing. one big object
with manymany things on it. AND
my rm iz nw so much cleaner. well
the things in my rm r cleaner but
nt the flr i guess. =)...................<3

2008-11-29T15:22:00.004+08:00
wow the last tym i posted
was mre den a wk ago! but
den again, i havent exactly
hav had much 2 post abt?
=) had cca again 2day! the
only proper(well... normal)
activity of diz hols! pt was
super tiring... i havent
sweated so much for so long!
drills was ok la... learnt new
drill n turned manymany
tyms all over. juz started on
the full metal alchemist anime!
i've decided 2 watch mre anime
n read less manga, cuz manga
juz doesnt seem as real as the
anime smtyms. aniwaex its quite
nice, but they keep repeating the
rules of alchemy n stuff dat get
me a lil confused. ..............<3

2008-11-20T14:48:00.003+08:00
Instructions:
1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5 other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme,
and finish your Journal entry.

Template:
Dear (the last person who text
messaged you):
I don't really know how to tell you this,
but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw
you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to
understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you,
but I'll keep (9) as a memory.
You should also know that I (10) (11).
(12),
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush
and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at
the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
(hahas actually im amused?)

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring (mostly!)
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go
on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave
from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fk off now
France - In pain

Dear Sihan (ok u prob dunno her, but
tsk anyway... she's real nice! ):
I don't really know how to tell you this,
but (1)I'll join the monastery. I think I realized
it (2)When I tripped on sesame seeds (3)At the mental
hospital and I saw you (4)Sit on (5)My best friend.
I'm sure you're (6)Ashamed enough to understand
(7)That Extreme Home Makeover sucks. I'm returning
(8)Your ring to you, but I'll keep (9)Your collection of
butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I
(10)Always have felt dirty before (11)The incarnation as
an eskimo. (oh gosh diz sounds so wrong! )
(12)Go burn,
-minhui-

pple 2 do diz too:
- valerie?
- olivia?
- i dunno ... anyone else wans 2 do diz? (x3)

2008-11-20T14:21:00.004+08:00
hahas my blog has been very
dead huh... well the posts part
at least. (= olivia: omg u hav
pneumonia!? ok le ornt? n u're
seldom on msn nwadays or
smthing... cuz im lyk on9 abt
6hrs a day! (= ok shall tag
synyin n olivia's blogs wen
im dne with diz post (= hahas
um still to olivia: prince of
tennis iz nice, but it has
practically no romance la! for
kiddy animes i would watch
gakuen alice, which iz super
nice but valerie thinks iz kiddy
n lame n whatever. hahas den
for romance-humour anime i
lyk tora dora, cuz those r the
only animes i've watched properly?
prince of tennis iz a super damn
long series which im gonna tke
4ever 2 finish......yea. nvr watched
shugo chara b4... hahas will check
it out after i finish the dratted long
prince of tennis series. (= i think
skip beat shld be quite nice aso, n
my sister recommends fullmetal
alchemist. both look quite nice
hahas. n inuyasha!oh shit 2moro
gt cca! ><> hav 2 wake up early
again... so lazy! <3>
post shall hav the thingy rochelle
tagged me 2 do. ........(=

2008-11-13T11:18:00.003+08:00
i've noticed dat i havent been
posting much. or does it sound
better 2 say dat i havent been
posting at all 4 e last wk + a
few mre days cuz i've been too
lazy to. i've aso been very bz
reading manga, watching anime,
n getting buried under storybks.
aso been getting pissed over math
n sci questions dat my mum wans
me 2 do. but lyk my msn display
name, life iz tiring, holidays r
boring, but what matters in the
end iz dat u hav FUN in the process!
(= btw, the prince of tennis anime
has 200++ episodes, n im only at 64
currently, so i better work hard 2
finish the whole series by the end of
diz month! valerie: okies shall relink
u after diz post! sry 4 e long wait (=
qijun: o.O orh i shall go see after diz
post too! but im prob too lazy to do
it 2day thou. . .! sry 4 e wait in
advance! (= .................................<3

2008-11-03T15:30:00.003+08:00
yay i finally wen 2 the
library ytd! n i feel so
tired nw >,< ..............
read 3 bks since comin'
hme frm the lib ytd arnd
6+pm? i slept real late
cuz i wanted 2 finish a
specific chapter of my
2nd bk b4 i slept... but
i woke up at 12nn any-
way! (= hehe i kno im
a pig. synyin: yes,yes i
miss u alot. sigh i miss
all the pple dat made
my life so colour-ful diz
yr so much? (=........ my
classmates, squadmates,
n J1-16 pple! life iz very
boring without u pple
nw n my yr would hav
been very dull without
yall! sigh cca again diz
fri! 4 hrs smmre... i do
hate PT alot! but at
least iz nt so tiring nw-
a-days. (= i've decided 2
read the whole series of
prince of tennis diz hols!
hav fun ppl! (btw, does
anyone wanna tell me y
we havta buy tea towels
etc 4 nxt yr? i hope iz nt
another tea appreciation
course of sme sorts!)....<3

2008-10-31T15:56:00.003+08:00
i still hav nth much 2 type
abt... still bored n stuck at
hme. actually nt dat i cant
go out, but i dun wan 2. i
can only go out with my
parents n its kindda... ok
nvrmind. i dun mind
watching winx wen it cmes
out (= been reading sme
chi bk my mum wans me
2 read since lunch finished.
obviously i could go read
smthing else(in ENGLISH),
but seriously, most of the
bks at hme which i can
read without dying or
having eye strain(term
recently learnt frm valerie),
i've alr read so many tyms
dat i'd rather nt read dem
again. nw diz iz getting
boring. i find it boring
myself. diz hols r gonna
be the most boring hols
for a long tym. at least
till nxt yr, the earliest.....
hehe =P ........................<3

2008-10-30T15:37:00.005+08:00
i dunno what 2 post abt le =(
im juz sinking into boredom
with nth 2 do. im tired n
grumpy n feeling kindda
hyper at the sme tym. i've
been sleeping too much n
eating too much n playing
too much 4 my own good.
nw dat sounds weird... but
nvrmind. i've decided 2 mke
my posts mre colourful, cuz
black n brown iz so boring,
rite? i shall be very hard-
working diz hols n revise!
to kill tym as fast as possible,
i needa find smthing dat i
can do for the rest of the
hols without sinking further
into the world of boredom...
any suggestions?........ <3

2008-10-29T15:05:00.005+08:00
diz shall b a colourful post! (= um rochelle asked me 2 do diz :
do you have secrets?
yupps lots n lots of secrets if u wanna kno -.-''

how do you explain love?
the mre extreme form of liking?

do you enjoy going to school?
friends in sch r fun 2 b with, but lessons r kindda boring?

what would you do with a billion dollars?
get rid of it fast b4 im robbed =) um keep sme, spend sme, share sme, donate the rest asap?

would you fall in love with you best friend?
seriously, diz iz kindda dumb, cuz if u mean falling in love as in boy-girl extreme-d relationship, i dun hav any frens of the opposite sex (=

which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
same ba.. cuz evryone shld love n be loved (=

list out your current 10 favourite songs.
huh i dunno leh. i juz ask pple 4 suggestions n listen 2 what i feel lyk?

if the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
cry? i dun think i'd actually actually lyk smone who iz attached ba!

is there anything which has made you extremely happy?
define extremely happy pls? =) frens n fun

list the artists you listen to.
say liao la i dunno i dun particularly lyk 2 listen 2 any particular artists.

how would you see yourself in 10 years time?
PLS define see myself...? mre grown up den nw?

what is currently the most important thing to you?
get smthing fun 2 do 4 e rest of the hols asap b4 i die of boredom.

what is the kind of person you think who tagged you is?
define 'kind-of-person'? rochelle iz nice n fun? my squadmate! =)

would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband?
depends on hw u define 'rich' n 'handsome'? seriously, i'd juz trust my instincts.

what are your favourite colours?
i dunno... r white n black considered colours? baby pink, blue, green, yello, orange n silver. oh n the colours dat i used 2 type diz post.

would you give an all in your relationship?
define 'an all' n 'your relationship' first ba. relationship between me n who else?

if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'd probably nvr fall in love with 2 pple at the sme tym ba. pick the one dat i love mre?

would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done? depends on the thing n the smone. probably i'd forgive but nvr 4get.

do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
um depends on my mood wen u ask me the question, but currently, totally single pls.

5 people to tag.
(hmmmm gd question)
>olivia
>xinrong
>valerie
>huiwen
>weilin

2008-10-28T22:16:00.002+08:00
i feel so guilty, seriously.
hav i ever said thanks to
any of u for simply being
my fren, n being thre 4 me
wenever i needed u? a big
THANK YOU to evryone in my
life 4 simply being thre n
making a difference!juz read
olivia's post n feel so tou-
ched! oli: seriously, i gt
my dad 2 fetch u 2 3rd lang
class cuz it was on the way,
n i wanted ur company? (=
thanks so much 2 all of u who
hav been my fren in mre ways
den one n being part of my sec
1 life! oh no i kno i've said
diz many tyms but scully i
really feel so OLD! can u
believe dat nxt yr im gonna
b sec 2!? im gonna b a proper
teen wen im still so small
inside! smtyms, i juz wan
life 2 slow dwn cuz i juz
dun wanna grow up! smtyms
i juz wish dat i could choose
the happiest moments of my
life n stay thre 4ever, till
the end of tym... dun wry nxt
yr i shall try my best 2 do
better n strive 2 b the best
dat i can be! ..........<3

2008-10-28T13:16:00.002+08:00
wow my blog has 50 posts le!
hehe yea so bored. im prob
weird, or juz having smthing
seriously wrong, cuz hols
arent supposed 2 b boring,
definitely nt so fast anyway.
nw im missing sch, n the pple
in sch, n im even missing jap
class la! smone tell me im mad.
but i'll prob juz say u're evil
la hahas. i really wanna go out
with frens n all, but i......
..ok nvrmind. smtyms things r
better left 2 the fantastic
brain 2 figure out. wen 2
bishan lib again ytd but it
was closed! i think cuz public
hol? oh yea HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
den had long john silvers 4
dinner. super unhealthy, but
scrumptious! (= actually, i
finished mine in the car b4
we even reached hme. my rm
iz officially tidied, with
evrything bac in its place,
but it still feels messy. cuz
i lyk my rm 2 b messy n it
doesnt feel right wen its neat.
nw dat doesnt seem 2 mke sense.
sigh nvrmind..........current
songs i lyk: at the beginning,
2 voices one song(barbie n e
diamond castle de), connected
(frm the same barbie movie), a
few SHE songs i 4gt the title,
n reach 4 the stars(S-club 7)!
(= hahas happy hols again pple!
post nmb 51 dne ...........<3

2008-10-27T14:45:00.002+08:00
jessie: omg dat's evil! ><
the movie was a lil' boring,
seriously. cuz lyk the plot
iz so similiar 2 the previous
movies? but the songs were
nice. i had weird feelings
2day, so i tidied my rm b4
lunch, read a lil' of the
bk my dad borrowed, n polished
my np boots. nt really what
i'd do on a mon in the hols?
but i woke up at 11am diz morn!
(= which iz considered kindda
early if u tke into acc dat
i've been waking up past nn
for the past hw many days? wen
2 suntec(city) with my parents
last night. had burger king!
woots super nice havent eaten
thre 4 gdness hw long alr!
mushroom swiss(burger?) still
rawks! (= oh shoots cant swim
again 2day cuz thunder's sounding.
nitez till nxt tym <3

2008-10-26T13:44:00.002+08:00
hie valerie, synyin, n claire
(= valerie: im nt lz! im juz
using less of the comp cuz i
hav so many other things in
my life dat i havta complete!
synyin: 4 sme reason, i cant
get into ur blog. evrytym i
try 2 click on the link 2 ur
blog or ur url i juz go 2 a
blank pge? but the song iz
nice hahas. n changing the
size of my tagboard iz a gd
idea, but hw? (= claire: yes
i kno u lurv ur trombone alot,
juz lyk i lurv the hols! hehe
yea reading tamora pierce's
bks AGAIN. nw at the song of
the lioness quatert(iz dat
hw u spell it?) 4 the goodness
knows hw many tym-th. thinking
of reading samurai girl again
(diff author!) too (= any
recommendations 4 any nice bks?
preferably a series kind, so
dat i wun run out of bks 2 read
again so soon. still on gakuen
alice cuz i nvr seem 2 b able
2 finish reading it. oh n the
new show avatar on okto iz quite
nice (=....................<3

2008-10-24T23:07:00.002+08:00
watched high school musical
with sme of my squadmates
2day (= diff pple with hav
diff opinions of the show
ba, but personally i found
it too mushy n kindda boring?
pple with nth better 2 do
during the hols shld go watch
it (= happy hols pple! im nt
so lz anymre! (=

2008-10-20T10:33:00.002+08:00
life is such an eventful
journey dat's wrought
with many obstacles,
but at the end of the
path, u'll look bac n sigh
n wish dat u could b
standing at the begin-
ning all over again.
isn't it funny hw pple
work so hard 2 mke
the best out of their
lives, wen at the end
of this long(maybe
not sooo long) journey,
we'll all juz die? most
of the tym, things juz
dun go the way we
wan them to, but we
can't do much but
hope for the better.
multi-tasking is what
we all havta do to manage,
seriously. currently, apart
frm typing diz, im reading
chapter 75 of Galuen Alice,
n chatting with various
pple? 2 mre sch days n i
totally hav nth much 2 do.
except grumble n think of
things 2 keep myself occupied.
so iz dat considered being bz?
cuz i am nw (= ................<3

2008-10-19T12:40:00.002+08:00
i found diz on rochelle's blog, n valeire's blog aso i think. (= to make sure u'll nvr 4get my b'day again!(i couldnt kip the format cuz i dunno y aso):
My Birthdate: April 28
I have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame.I never shy away from adversity - and love to tackle impossible problems.Failure is not an option forme, and more than a few people are put off by my ego.I tend to be controlling, and hate leaving anything up to chance.
My strength:My bold approach to life
My weakness:I don't accept help
My power color: Bronze
My power symbol: Pyramid
My power month: October

2008-10-19T12:02:00.002+08:00
ok i kno my bblog iz dying
or iz alr dead. (= but i've
juz been too bz.. bz planning
hw 2 kill my tym n sleeping...
bz reading those wonderful
storybks (= the eoys r long
over n will b getting report
card bac DIZ THURS! omg
i did quite badly for evrything.
nearly evrything aniwaex. cca
on fri was kindda ok.. i didnt
fall out! (= even thou i did feel
abit sick n all, but it wasnt dat
tiring, cuz it wasnt very hot(the
weather la) (= diz sat's cca will
b very tiring ba.. i dun lyk sat
cca-s. n one of my np boots has
totally damaged polish! i wish i
had boots one size smaller.. my
boots r seriously too big 4 me.
since i've nth much 2 blog abt
nw.. i'll backtrack to fri b4 cca
(= wen malay village.. super dusty!
=X quite boring actually.. n didnt
learn much(actually nth at all) but
the tyre swing was fun... (= the food
was lyk.. bleahhhh! tasted super
awful! then after cca gt my guides
cookies frm juliana (= den wen 2
thai express(serangoon gardens de)
with my parents 4 dinner (= kay diz
iz boring ... oh yea gakuen alice
(recommended by lynn) iz nice! can
read the eng version on9 at mangafox.
com if u're interested! 2 mre sch days
2 the awaited holidays!! <3

2008-10-06T21:26:00.002+08:00
ELLO! (= 2day was fun...
after sch i mean. wen out
with my mum 2 orchard!
(= had lunch(baked seafood
penne) at Takashimaya
basement, den wen 2 walk
walk... admire all the cool
(n super exp) stuff at Taka
still.. den wenta the art gallery
upstairs..sme of the paintings
n sculptures really very nice!
but sme lyk small kid's drawing
liddat, or very plain. n sme so
waste natural resources! lyk the
huge stone sculpture at the
entrance, n the manymany
metal figures. den walkwalk
-ed dwn orchard road.. admir-
ing the many sculptures along
the way, taking manymany nice
pics.. den wen 2 Isetan super-
market the basement thre n walk
walk again.. den ate sme jap kindda
fruit(tasted quite interesting..
quite nice la) n walked smmre..
den wenta marks n spencer awhile
walk smmre.. n wen borders! real-
ised dat meg cabot was gonna auto-
graph bks!! it was only lyk 5.20++pm
wen we reached thre, but thre was
alr a long queue of pple waiting 4
her 2 appear! (she was supposed
2 reach at 6pm)! read the 7th bk
of princess diaries.. n nearly finish-
ed it b4 had 2 leave liao. had Sakae
sushi 4 dinner! ate quite full! (=
den bought sme stuff n embarked
on the long journey hme.. thanks to
the E(vry) R(oad) P(ay) system,
we had 2 pay $1.50 juz 2 get hme!
n i nearly slept in the car cuz i was
so exhausted! i've gt the overall results
4 geog n hist bac alr.. n geog was
terrible! Geog- C5, Hist- A1. yes i
think claire, synyin, xr n maybe tiff
L will b comin 2 my hse on wed! (=
2 plae n relax after a long n stressful
n evenful year! dun wry, diz tym since
its planned, they shld b bringing their
own DRY clothes! (=.....................<3

2008-10-05T16:29:00.003+08:00
diz post shall b abt thurs aft,
a very chaotic tym. special
request by claire (= apparently
claire, jessie n syn yin were
supposed 2 come 2 my hse 2
study with xr n i. but i doubt
anybody really did alot of work
in the end? we bought macs
frm the shop near my hse, den
wenta eat by the poolside... n
we were all having pretty fun
splashing n kicking sessions,
n synyin thought that it would
b fun 2 tke a dip, so if im nt
wrong(info frm all 3 of dem de
blogs, very entertaining 2 read
(=) jessie fulfilled her wish by
pushing her in. den jessie smhw
ended up in the pool too, followed
by a tug of war between synyin
n jessie vs claire. needless to say
the 2 pple team won rite. n claire
screamed(shrieked actually) so
loud dat i bet the whole neighbour-
hood could hear. n they were all
dripping wet. den they had a photo-
taking session, even though their
clothes were soaked, so it was
pretty obscene. den they dried
themselves(uhh tried to) n wen
upstairs lorh. we were supposed 2
study in the room, but apparently
they were wetting the whole place
so (i think it was claire?) suggested
"studying" in the toilet? n b4 long
they gav up on dat too. so it was
photoshoots in frnt of the mirror,
on the toilet bowl, n arnd the bath-
tub. n xr n i were simply looking, n
laughing our heads off. thinking
of it makes me giggle (= enuff
details? if u cant imagine it, go 2
claire/jessie/synyin's blogs 2 get a
better picture of it. claire n syn yin's
blogs hav pics, while jessie's blog has
the best description. reason: she said
sorry for messing up n made me laugh
(= claire, i've mentioned ur name 7
tyms in diz post..................<3 (=

2008-10-05T13:23:00.002+08:00
YAY the eoys r finally over! (=
but smhw, i wish dat our eoys
were a lil' mre spread out, den
we wun needa go bac 4 cca 4 e
rest of the yr! (= fat hope, but
iz fun wishing. 2day iz so many
pple's birthday! HAPPY B'DAY
n best wishes(learnt frm Tiff L)
2 Stephanie(classmate), Jingting
(squadmate) n...ok nvrmind
dunnid n dun wanna say =X INC
enrichment wk sounds boring, n
tiring. n dat wk hasnt even stated!
for one thing, they shld let us wake
up l8er? all the museum trips n
heritage tours will b boring, im
sure. but at least we getta go hme
earlier! (= im looking forward to
going 2 the lib alotalot! n catching
up on the slp i've nt had for the
whole yr! in fact i've been slping
for abt 12 hrs diz few days! (ytd n
2day?) but i think i've had too much
slp alr! things i think nid accom-
plishing nw : planning of last class
b'day party 4 the yr, successful class
outing(at least 1/3 the class?) n
finding a nice long series of storybks
i haven read b4. rest of sch iz supposed
2 b short, but im juz afraid dat it'll b
the longest tym of the whole yr! =X
days of sch left : 6th-10th Oct, 14th-
17th Oct, 21st Oct, 23rd Oct. N im free
to hav fun. actually i shld b having fun
nw, but iz so hard 2 define fun, n im
tired of moving arnd alr! (= hav fun
pple! live life fun to enjoy it!..........<3

2008-09-30T21:57:00.002+08:00
i mite nt post for awhile,
if i dun feel lyk it, cuz i've
been really tired, exhausted,
whatever. after the EOYs r
over, im juz looking 4ward
2 outings, storybooks, tv, n
SLEEP! evrything iz so tiring.
music(doing the crime preven-
tion rap rmb?) was quite ok,
i guess. i lyk our rap alotalot!!
(= drama test 2day was... i guess
i screwed up a lil', but nvrmind
la at least its over rite? art was
normal, i re-did my art piece
(AGAIN) n handed up a black
n white copy first. will add the
colours in nxt wk (= jap lessons
were....... tiring too i guess. wen
thru the EOY test ans(without
our papers with us) n played sme
games in jap. considered fun (=
enrichment week sounds SUPER
tiring. if sec sch's lyk diz, i wonder
y i ever wanted 2 move on.
HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY to
the young n the young at heart!
and SELAMAT HARI RAYA
(adilfriti?) to all Malays
(muslims?)! (=........................<3

2008-09-28T18:41:00.002+08:00
i DID try 2 post diz morn
b4 the cip. but it was
another failed attempt.
cuz for sme reason, the
posting failed n my post
was totally gone. SORRY
to xr cuz i didnt mean 2
post ur b'day wrongly!
THANK YOU to all the
pple who hav been tagging
my tagboard! n GOOD
LUCK to all e pple gonna
tke exams/tests the comin
wk! i really,really, really
wish dat joey could hav
dne the cip with me n xr
2day. i mean lyk, iz nt joey's
fault dat she couldnt, but
thre were only 4 volunteers
2day aniwaex! but i muz
admit, the children's prog-
ramme wasnt all that fun.
in fact, compared 2 the cip
at cheng san lib, it was SO
boring. we werent doing the
programme. we were lyk..
the kids, watching the prog-
ramme. n all we were supp-
osed 2 do was check whether
they had registered n paste
stickers on them. which was,
in my point of view, kindda
waste of paper n glue etc. talk
abt saving the earth! >< but
saw many cute lil' children, n
ate well... nearly finished my
whole packet of sweets! (= but
again the librarian was nice n
gav xr n i all full marks for the
feedback part. oh well at least
i learnt dat red + blue = purple
...... n dat's true. i aso learnt dat
the girl in the winnie-the-pooh
story (my friends tigger n pooh)
iz called Darby(i think) n her
cute lil' doggie iz Buster (= n i
learnt dat i lyk 2 do cip alot .
hahas kies i shall stop crapping.
happy belated b'day 2 gwee. <3

2008-09-27T12:05:00.003+08:00
ytd was juz great (the opposite).
i mean well the whle day was
quite crazy! for the first tym
ever i prob enjoyed DnT. hist
eoy was difficult! the fill-in-the-
blanks were the only part i really
knew hwta do. i still cant believe
i wrote dat Parameswara founded
palembang!? n teachers lykta say
dat im noisy nw... lyk am i seriously
dat noisy? as far as i kno, i was
barely talking very loudly wen mrs
sng told me 2 keep quiet. DnT was
quite ok... except dat as a peaceful
lesson it was quite enjoyable. joey
iz easy 2 work with (= we built a
mini-bridge out of ice-cream sticks..
dne the base n sides(mostly) le, so
will prob stay bac on mon 2 finish it
(= watched part of the (so called
modern) romeo n juliet vcd/dvd...
quite uuuuuummmmmmmmmm
first part abit violent, den 2nd part
abit sick, 3rd part quite sweet (but
ALOT of kissing..) but we din getta
finish watching it. eng we had the
report writing test, n did sme
reflection (which iz graded!) on
which lesson of report writing n
narrative writing dat we enjoyed
the most, why, n what we learned,
n hw we can apply what we have
learnt abt repotrt writing n narrative
writing in our daily lives. i think i'll
prob fail it. math, as usual, nobody
was really listening 2 ms zhuo. i din
even bother 2 do the questions cuz
as i told her, i din copy all the
questions on wed, so if i copied frm
whre she started 2day, i'd b wasting
paper cuz i'd redo it aniwaex, n it'll
b very messy. so i did my eng reflection
during math instead. ms cheong lyks
2 tempt us to do her work during
another teacher's period... (= wen
2 hougang mall with xinrong after
sch (= ate lunch, wen lib, den wen
2 her hse short while. shld i b happy
or sad dat thre's no sch nxt wed? if i
dun post again b4 den, early happy
children's day to the young n the
young at heart! (= sci eoy on thurs,
2nd oct, hcl eoy on fri, 3rd oct. xr's
b'day on the nxt wk de thurs, 9th oct.
i still haven gt her present!! hmk :
finish up the chi ws on dai gou, n
do math s/n 61-63. cant wait 4 cip
at bishan lib 2moro! i bet it'll b fun!
(= smone, pls remind me 2 bring
gwee's present on mon? .............<3